Archive | November 2011

Game Theory

    Bernard Poolman reveals the Rules of the Game in our World and how we are all fully participating without being aware of it.

Game Theory

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My whole ‘life’ – I accepted life according to the fear of Not having enough money

    Age 25, moving out of the only home my 2 small children had ever known and divorcing after 8 years of a marriage that began when I was 16 – I had never known what being ‘single’ meant, much less the responsibility of being a single parent. There is little to no assistance from our current money system which is unsympathetic to the mistakes of anyone much less that of a 16 year old female drop-out turned 25 – with little to no educational training for how to survive in this world.

The systems we accept and allow in this world, for example, our educational system – is impractical and insensitive, leaving us uneducated, unprepared and fearful as human beings with no clear understanding of what it is to provide for ourself. The point of self-responsibility and self-trust is simply non-existent for those who don’t have money.

Those who have money pretend responsibility and use money as a face off for their pretense, but hell, if everybody had enough money to provide the basics needs for ourselves, then we can All ‘stop pretending’.

Self-responsibility has been avoided by us all. Because through self-interest, greed and ego we’ve competed against each other for a way of life that’s better than the best and we don’t really care to see beyond our accepted way of ‘thinking’. Thus we have lacked self-responsibility and clear comprehension of the fact that we are all responsible for how our world exists.

I’m now 53 and, I can honestly say that at 25, my ‘thoughts’ and my ‘actions’ as my ‘thoughts’, were that of lust and desire and the need to be taken care of by someone who was ‘willing’ because I was scared to death that I couldn’t afford to ‘make it on my own’.

Accepting that about myself is how I allowed my life to be as it has been. How is that? For 37 years, since I was 16, I’ve been single for only 1 year – I alone am responsible for my life because I contributed and supported our current capitalistic money system. And, I had it easy compared to the number of those who starve to death daily within our world.

    My whole ‘life’ – I accepted life according to the fear of Not having enough money. I’m going to write that again – I accepted ‘Life’ according to the ‘fear’ of Not having enough money. Yes, I worked many jobs making decent money but always living paycheck to paycheck. I feared for mine and my children’s survival and never considered until 4 years ago that there is a Solution.

When one is younger, we ‘think’ that to grow old will be cool because then we can relax and retire and stop the ‘wanting to please’ another syndrome – whether that be by ‘loosing weight’ and/or ‘looking sexy’, whatever one does to secure there survival.

Survival requires money, so to ‘please another’ really means ‘please don’t let them grow tired and want to leave me’. But, holy shit! The thoughts as one gets older, they don’t stop! Instead they are more frequent because of all the compounded suppression within ourselves through years of accepted fears, personalities, distractions and perversions, just downright self-dishonesty. As such, we’ve missed a crucial part of ourself, which is that of becoming aware of ourself and are actions as a self-responsible, self-trusting and life supporting human being.

    Four years ago – I stumbled upon the Desteni Universe material and began a process to stop my thoughts and direct me as my mind, and discovered that, ‘I can forgive myself’. If one will forgive themself then one is able to be inpeace with equality.

The tools offered through ‘Desteni I Process Self-development Course’, is a once in a lifetime opportunity to see for yourself who you are in self-honesty, self-responsibility and self-trust.

Self-responsibility and self-trust is practically living and supporting all of life on earth according to ‘what’s best for all’. This is a point that we each one are responsible for – to accumulate ourselves through walking and living Equality into being so we can fully comprehend the majesty in walking as all as one as equal.

Join us as we reshape and redesign ourselves from the inside out to bring forth a world where life will change because all life will be provided for first with Equal Money.

Guaranteed for everyone will be the basic requirements to exist in this world. Who will we be when every single one us are able to physically provide and care for ourselves? We’ll see…

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    I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept life any way it comes as long as I can find someone to take care of me so I won’t starve to death.

    I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed life to be a struggle day in and day out for all of life simply because I feared standing up and taking self-responsibility for myself and my actions of myself in self-honesty because I feared what others may ‘think’ about me – instead I see and understand that what I’ve really feared is what I will ‘think’ about me. I stop. I breathe. I stand and I walk for and as life until all living beings live life in dignity as equals.

FAQ: Equal Money is home of the 4 year career

Our current labor system is a system of survival – yet it is not a system that actually support life.

In an Equal Money System all living beings will be properly cared for. This includes food, water, a home, clothes, healthcare and an education. Another cool point with an Equal Money System is that it recognizes that life should be, and will be, more fun with Equal Money. Once all our basic needs are taken care of, we’ll be able to find something that we actually enjoy doing then actually be able to do it.

The jobs which are an important part of human survival, those that actually support life, will be placed within a 4 year conscription. What this means is that once one is through with their primary education then each will participate for no more than 4 years within a labor system to assist with those jobs that must be done to meet the basic requirements of keeping society moving and functioning practically, according to what’s best for all.

Each will learn and participate in becoming aware of what is involved in maintaining and preserving life within our physical reality on earth, where all will be able to experience dignity in living. We’ll begin to express ourselves in ways we’ve never known.

The fact that Equal Money is home of the 4 year career plan will be a welcomed change. A change that will stop rising prices and static incomes which are hitting people hard in all areas of our world. Capitalism within our current money system is forcing further cutbacks in what is already frugal to nothing lifestyles – which has meant years of work with only the ‘possibility of retiring‘, so that ‘maybe’, then, one can enjoy life.

Equal Money will bring about a World where All living beings are able to enjoy life because, Equal Money is home of the 4 year career. It’s a FAQ!

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Workingman’s Death Ends with Equal Money

    Workingman’s Death, (subtitled “Five Portraits of Work in the 21st Century”), is a revolting example of the working conditions set amongst the numerous cultures/societies and belief systems in and as our world.

Seeing the workers and hearing them talk about their jobs — the Ukrainian coal miners, the Indonesian sulfur haulers/porters, Pakistani ship breakers, Chinese steel millers, and the brutal reality of the Nigerian slaughterhouse workers – one can’t help but see how, in their attempts to survive in this world, they have within themselves reached a point of submission and self-acceptance to a system that clearly uses and abuses life. Individually, what is there to do, because one person alone having no money is unable to change the Workingman’s Death? That’s a fact, and one to self-realize, because it’s going to require coming together as a group to support a solution that is best for all.

    The problems in Ukraine’s Coal Industry run deep and more than 4,000 coal miners have died in accidents in Ukraine since 1991.

The timber used to construct mine shafts is in short supply and is often reused until it rots which creates dangerous work conditions. Mine fatalities in Ukraine are also related to methane gas explosions and most of these accidents take place in mines that produce coking coal used in the steel industry which are the most profitable mines in the industry. The mines can be so narrow that the workers can only crawl on their stomachs. And yet, the average monthly wage of the Ukrainian coal miner in January 2005 was 1,400 hryvnyas ($255).

Wages increased slightly, but not nearly enough compared to the amount of danger involved just so one can eat and care for themself. In 2005 most legally operated coal mines closed down following the break-up of the Soviet Union. Yet many families still dig for coal in illegal mines and children are expected to work in the dangerous conditions as well. About half of the electricity in the United States comes from burning coal. The next time you flip your light switch on, consider investigating a system that will stop slavery and atrocity – an Equal Money System.

    The Indonesian sulfur haulers/porters make up to 80,000 rupiah (US$8.70) a day for two trips into a fuming crater where liquid sulfur spews out of hot iron pipes set in fissures in an active volcano.

Once in the open air it cools, crystallizes and turns bright yellow. The sulfur is then broken off with metal rods and loaded into wicker baskets at either end of bamboo yokes, then carried back over the lip of the crater and down the side of the volcano, a treacherous journey of 4km, or 2 1/2 miles. Can you imagine that? And, the plumes of sulfur gas take an unspoken poisonous toll on the haulers/porters. Sulfur is used in the production of gun powder, explosives, insecticides, fungicides, fertilizers and some medicines. For every shot fired and every single match we strike, as well as our continuous celebrating with fireworks for an ‘idea’ of our freedom, we are basically supporting slavery in a capitalistic money system.

This is how life really is – and one we each support, as we continue to support our current money system. It’s rather disgusting isn’t it? We are quite capable of having and enjoying whatever we require with Equal Money. And, not one, living being has to suffer.

    The Pakistani ship breakers disassemble ships and, have made the international shipping business possible and profitable.

Over the years disassembling ships has gravitated toward countries with low labor costs, weak regulations on occupational safety, and limited environmental enforcement. The global shift in the industry to countries with comparatively weaker regulatory systems is of particular concern. Ships contain many hazards that can have significant detrimental effects on everybody within the environment if not dealt with properly. Dangerous vapors and fumes from burning materials are inhaled and dusty asbestos laden areas are commonplace. The industry creates hundreds of thousands of direct and indirect jobs for some of the poorest and most marginalized segments of our populated world. Ship-breaking is a minimum wage job; it barely pays Rs6000-7000 or, 70 to 80 US dollars per month.

You have to see for yourself the kind of physical labor involved to fully grasp the conditioning and religious brainwashing of the men who are featured. It’s odd that one will pray to a God, while slaving for the real God – Money. One man said how his God knows what’s best and went on to say,’this job is death itself’and,‘we are born to die’. What is he really saying? He’s saying he’s already in hell and he’s abdicated himself as life. What, when, is enough, enough?

    Daily, Chinese steel millers gather around fiery furnaces laboring in an environment that compares to hell.

And, just this past June (2011), it was reported that; ‘the structural steel for the $7.2 billion dollar San Francisco-Oakland Bay Bridge, is being made by a Chinese firm that pays its workers $12 for a 16-hour workday’, claiming it will save at least $400 million (about 18 percent). So, yeah, when you drive across the Oakland Bay Bridge, or any bridge for that matter, consider the steel worker, working 16 hour days for $12. For a society to accept this, it’s accepting hell on earth, this is proof.

Look how we abuse our physical body and our physical world, where a few live a life of luxury while the majority work their asses off and yet, are barely able to feed and clothe themselves.

    The Nigerian slaughterhouse workers – what they do to survive in this world, is unimaginable simply because most of us have no real clue of what it takes to survive.

We ‘think’ we do, but, the majority who read this blog has not a clue because, if it’s not entertaining for our ‘mind’, we don’t like it. We don’t require ‘liking’ something – to see the common sense. The means for survival for the Nigerian slaughterhouse workers is raw brutality. Even worse, it breeds the nature of ourselves as unforgiving.

If most of us were forced to trade places with even one of the individuals in this documentary, it is doubtful we would survive. When one look at the facts surrounding these working/living conditions – it’s appalling how we’ve accepted and allowed money to shape and form the very nature of who, what and how we’ve come to live and be as a humanity.

How is it, that we as humans – who have access to water, sunlight, trees, plants, and the finest of technology – refuse to stop our competition, greed and ego. Everything is here for each of us to experience life in dignity. Let’s allow it for everyone.

    Some may say that they are grateful for their jobs after seeing this documentary – but the question to ask is; what specifically are we grateful for?

If being grateful means accepting our easy peasy jobs and the world as it is, then watch the documentary again and see the living examples of what we’ve become. See what we’re supporting, accepting and allowing as our current money system: Slavery, poverty, starvation, war and death – all supported because there is ‘profit’ to be had, in spite of the thousands of daily casualties.

Stop agreeing to a Capitalistic money system murdering machine.

Support an Equal Money System – stop slavery, war, suffering and starvation

Will we forgive ourselves and stand together, ‘Equal as a Group’ – supporting one another according to what’s best for all? Yes, We Will.

There is much to investigate and much to change to bring about a world where dignity is granted for every single life. The Solution is Here:

Working Man’s Death – Part 1 – “Lions”
Working Man’s Death – Part 2 – “Brothers”
Working Man’s Death – Part 3 – “Ghosts”
Working Man’s Death – Part 4 – “Heroes”
Workingman’s Death – Chinese steel millers

Worth more in death than in life? You hold the key with Equal Money

Recently I was told how since my sister died a couple of months ago, that her 13 year old daughter has begun receiving government assistance through a monthly check. I assumed this was because of my sister being on disability.

I now find out, that no that’s not it, because she hadn’t been ‘approved’ for disability and, like the majority of us, she struggled daily to provide food for herself and her daughter. She had applied for many jobs but wasn’t able to find one and mostly our father was assisting her as often as possible. She was divorced and her daughter was living with her dad because honestly, he was able to better provide for her.

But Wait! Now that she’s dead, her daughter has become eligible for the government assistance, which is approximately 800 US dollars a month, and will until she’s no longer in school.

Sure it’s cool. Though it’s odd isn’t it – that we support a money system that will not support a living parent, until they’re dead. So, according to our current money system, by definition, my sister is able to support her child with life’s necessities better since she’s dead.

Obviously, one only have to look at our world to see that our current money system values money over life. And, why not, because after all, it’s the accepted way of slavery we’ve become accustomed and addicted to. There are so many children starving to death in this world and we’re struggling so much to make ends meet, that we’re not stopping to see how and what we’re supporting. The fact is, our current money system supports murder. And we support the capitalistic bullshit that continues as our current money system – so what are we going to do to stop it?

There is now a way that every child and every living being will be guaranteed the basic necessities, including an education and healthcare – that is with an Equal Money System.

The signs are here and we’re in overtime – stand up – stop supporting a money system that supports life only in death…

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Everyone’s Talking about it – Freedom Blogs

You have it in you to be the Answer to Your Life. Read how people just like you did it for themselves – to Motivate you to Realize yourself as Life. Freedom Blogs

Watch video here for details ——> Everyone’s Talking about it – Freedom Blogs

Humans are Living Examples of ‘Insect Wars’

I just finished watching the Documentary, ‘Insect Wars’– it’s a perfect small scale depiction of the example of human nature. If one doubts the evil and egotistic nature of man, as a seeking serving slave runner for money and power – one have only to become aware of the movement and characteristics of the tiny living beings within our physical environment. They’re showing us who and what we humans are manifesting and existing as. It’s all here for us to see in living color, so who is seeing?

‘Matabele Ants’, move at the pace of a roman legion and have their own physical armor and sting with the most toxic of venom. But their heaviest weapon is their jaws with the ability to rip their opponents to shreds. Sound familiar? We as humans use our jaws to move our mouth to speak words we use as weapons of/as our thoughts. Thoughts we manifest through our emotional participation in and as Ego, greed and selfish intentions – through our competing to have the most money and power.

There are a variety of insects, and they have brutal battlefield tactics, defensive strategies and struggles for power between empires. Just like humans, in how we’ll strip away the will of life from another – while we strive to be the ‘imperial one’.

For every empire that seems invincible, there is an opponent able and ready to exploit an unexpected weakness (lack of money and/or debt), and the best defense is knowing your enemy. Our enemy is ourselves and our weapon used is greed and money.

We seek power and control in our quest to have the most money while others suffer and we will stop at nothing. We accept wars and destruction of other countries in our name because we’ve become the same greed for money as those we continue to support – even as we occupy walls and street corners and bitch about life not being fair. Still, we lack direction without a solution – we’ve yet to stop, and grasp the reality, that we’re individually and equally responsible for how innocent children are murdered, in our quest for money and power.

Money is the perfect weapon after all, as one will die without it. A fact that cannot be denied as the proof is here in the numbers of those who we allow to starve to death because, they have no money. We’re the insects in human form – the alpha and omega, the beginning in accepting and manifesting our own bullshit that exists within and as our world. And we are the end… How will we determine our end?

Will we continue to be our own worst enemy until we destroy ourselves? Or – Will we Stop and support The Solution to ‘end’ the suffering of others – the Solution of an Equal Money System.

Watch ‘Insect Wars’, see if you recognize Human Nature.

Life is Here to be supported Equally – The Key to Being who we really are as Life as all as One as Equal

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Will subsidies end for the ‘Rich and Famous’ in an Equal Money System?

Let’s look at an example of where millionaires in the United States receive about $30billion annually in government subsidies according to a report recently released. The 37-page report named,’Subsidies of the Rich and Famous” details government payments provided to individuals with an annual gross income of at least $1million.

“According to Wikipedia: A subsidy is assistance paid to a business or economic sector. Most subsidies are made by the government to producers or distributors in an industry to prevent the decline of that industry (e.g., as a result of continuous unprofitable operations) or an increase in the prices of its products or simply to encourage it to hire more labor (as in the case of a wage subsidy). Examples are subsidies to encourage the sale of exports; subsidies on some foods to keep down the cost of living, especially in urban areas; and subsidies to encourage the expansion of farm production and achieve self-reliance in food production.”

There are numerous fraudulent subsidies unevenly distributed that reach into the billions. However, looking at the example given in the recent report of how rock star Jon Bon Jovi, who’s net worth is estimated to be $75 Million, (who’s songs are about someone having a hard time, but rising above it), only paid $100 worth of property taxes in the last fiscal year because he uses his land to raise bees – because of this, he receives government subsidies.

Having that kind of money certainly rises one ‘above it’ – the ‘it’, is extremely relevant when referring to the millions of people who are in deep shit, struggling and suffering and many not surviving – while the rich stroke each other’s ego’s with much help from us – who accept and allow it.

Bruce Springsteen, who’s net worth is estimated at $200 million got money back for leasing land to an organic farmer. The report goes on and on and all of the subsidies come through unemployment checks, Social Security payments, and numerous tax credits. The report notes that in tax year 2009, nearly 1,500 millionaires paid no federal income tax. There are also tax write-offs for gambling losses, vacation homes, and luxury yachts to subsidies for their ranches and estates.

Simply put, the government is subsidizing the lifestyles of the rich and famous! What’s insane is how we observe the lifestyles of the rich and famous – all the millionaires and billionaires for that matter, and yet, we continue to support them. There is a real solution that will bring an end to the insanity. The solution is Equal Money and one that must be thoroughly investigated by everyone of us.

In an Equal Money System – all subsidies will end for the ‘Rich and Famous’ and all of the hypocrisy surrounding the distribution of subsidies will end. Equal distribution with Equal Money will assure that the basic needs of everybody is secured and distributed according to what’s best for all. People will begin to redefine themselves and their life outside the framework of enslavement to one that is self-responsible and supportive of all life.

Every living being will have their basic needs met including education and healthcare to support themselves to have a dignified life. And, one they are able to manage responsibly according to what’s best for all.

We will no longer be servants of the few who hold a title according to how much money they have. Instead we will each become a guardian of life – one that protects and preserves life providing the resources and management required to support a system/network of Equality for and as all LIfe into eternity.

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Complete article: ‘Subsidies of the Rich and Famous”

Special Feelings


“This ‘Feeling’ you become aware of quite early on in Life,

and once it starts to ‘show’ it tends-to ‘overpower’ everything you do in your ‘Search’,

your ‘Seeking’ for ‘Reason and Purpose’, your seeking for the place ‘where you belong’ in this Reality – once you have or you are within that point obviously it’s going-to ‘fuck with you’ in quite a various number of ways.

If you dare to be Self-Honest within the Observation of the ‘Levels of Comparison’ that you ‘move-through’ as you are searching for this ‘Feeling’ that you ‘believe’ is ‘you’,

you’ll notice a peculiar thing that the tendency of this ‘Feeling’ is: to ‘Isolate’-you or ‘Pin-point’-you, or ‘Direct’-you more and more to a singularity, a ‘singular-position’ where you feel your ‘Position’ in this Reality as ‘fully-defensible’ – you can ‘defend yourself’ in all-ways and you are satisfied with your ‘position’ and ‘nobody can move you’ and you’ll ‘stick’ with-that ‘Until Death do you part’ from this Reality.

This is also even embedded within the Contract of Marriage in terms of ‘Death do you part’ within that Construct – so how does it ‘Operate’?”

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                                                        By Bernard Poolman


Copyright 2009 Desteni Universe


Money got you Brainwashed?

Everything of who you are — within and without, is always linked to money. Listen to the following video: Money got you Brainwashed? A brief chat with Bernard Poolman and Sunette Spies. The Equal Money system will be a first step in the political agenda of the Equal Life Party worldwide once we start participating in democratic elections. Join the Desteni Forum for discussions.