Archive | July 2010

Structural Resonance Alignment Training – How Sweet It Is

It’s a few hours later and I am writing out an “energetic experience” of myself that I had earlier so to apply “self forgiveness” and “release” the mind construct within it –   So any further “compounding” can be “released” and “stopped”.

I became angry today when I saw my daughter Holly posted on her facebook status that she was beginning to teach her two boys (Logan 6 and Landon 3) about “responsibility”. She told them if they help her around the house they could earn money to buy a toy.  She then asked Landon if he would go get her the broom, and he said;  that will be 5 dollars.  She then told him he was expensive and she’d go get her own broom.  She ‘thought’ what he said was ‘cute’ and ‘funny’ as well as did many others.  I can’t stand it when I hear a “mother ‘ say these sort of things to their children.  I found it ‘offensive’ and yet a perfect display of human behaviour. I also got the “feeling” she purposely wrote it, even after her and I have had “specific” conversations about the “very topic” of “money” and about “showing by our actions” and “teaching”  more “appropriate” meanings of “money” to “children”. It’s as though she wasn’t even ‘present’ during the “conversation”.  And when I read it, I immediately experienced an “energetic resonance “swell up from within me and my heart started beating very fast. I noticed the palms of my hands even became ‘sweaty’! And in a matter of seconds both of my ears became warm. I wanted to write “WHAT THE FUCK” in huge letters and then I realized that would not even be enough so then I wanted to call her and say WTF!  This whole experience that I accepted and allowed of myself lasted only about a minute of me within my mind ‘thinking’ about what to write before I stopped myself and breathed.

After breathing and applying ‘self forgiveness’,  I replied with the following comment: Responsibility would be to show them how without money people die of starvation – thus, money is like god in that if you have money you eat and don’t die. I am 1 Vote – for An Equal Money System – Then my grandchildren and all children/people would be provided for with food, water, clothes and shelter. Then all could stop greed and express themself freely.

(NOTE: to test muscle communication: the words ‘slave and labour’ come up within me after I posted this response.)

As I write this here, I am experiencing a slight ‘energetic resonance’ within me of anger.

(Mother/Daughter/Family/Slave  Mind Construct Manifestation)

—->I became angry today at what Holly wrote on facebook

———–>My ‘physcial body’ experienced ‘energetic resonance charges’

—————>The beats of my heart is faster

—————>palms of my hands are sweaty and ears are warm

—————–>I want to tell my daughter ‘Fuck Off’!

—————–>I have thoughts searching for a way to say ‘Fuck Off’ ‘appropriately or motherly’

—————–>I Feel angry because she didn’t hear previous conversations with me

—————–>I Feel like my ‘feelings’ are hurt

—————–>I Feel like I’m not a ‘good mother’

—————–>I Feel a ‘desire’ to be ‘acknowledged’ by her

———–>I Feel ‘guilt’ and ‘helplessness’  because I realize that I taught her the same

———–>I experience emotions and thoughts of how we are slaves labouring

I Stop, I Breathe

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be “enslaved in labour” within “emotions and thoughts” of the “mind consciousness system” in which I then have “moved” my “physical body” and “walked” the “deception” as me here within the physical – instead of me “directing” me in “breath” within “self honesty” willing self – walking “self forgiveness” physically as me here within the “Principle of Equality”.

I see how I “implemented” Holly as the “cause”of the experience I was having, meaning within my “emotional and feeling charge” I was experiencing within myself as I was reading the words that Holly had written – I was implementing her by “projecting” my own experience (feelings and emotions) of myself onto her within “blame” and “control” and within this wanting to ‘physically ‘with my voice ‘lash’ out at her. I realize that the ‘energetic charge’ as the ‘mind construct resonance’ was seeking to direct and control me within a ‘mind construct’ in seeking to further the experience of it as me.

This shows me how I have been programmed as to what I have accepted and allowed me to be and experience myself as in  that: “when i feel something”,  and i don’t want to feel it directly that I “project” blame as them being the “cause” through implicating them in how I am experiencing me.  This “blame” has the starting point of “guilt” – wherein I “blame” myself for the person Holly is.  Blaming myself for not “raising her” within a clearer understanding of our reality. This is ‘obvious blame’ because it’s as if I’m ‘pointing a finger’ at her when actually I am existing in “comparison” within ‘guilt’ towards myself – thus really ‘pointing a finger at myself’ however ‘blaming’ Holly for not being ‘unconditional’  which is existing in ‘self comparison’  “within the point as blame”  as well.

In asking myself with regards to this event – where within my world am I not unconditional and where within my world am I conditional within my behaviour?  What stands out for me within this is the point of being ‘the mother’ and I see myself ‘behaving like my mother’ from the perspective of – ‘wanting to be right’, or in ‘control of my child’ and within this the point takes me back to guilt.  This is a deceptive technique that I have accepted and allowed to exist within me as who I am and how I experience myself is I “project” from this “emotional” and “feeling” charge. In accepting and allowing this of me I am not taking direct responsibility for me and my world.  Because what is really going on within me is seeing me not wanting to see my own “creation” – In that “Holly” is a “direct” manifested “result” of my accepted and allowed self within ‘beliefs/opinions’, ‘thoughts’, ’emotions/feelings’ and ‘actions’ taken of myself in self “dishonesty”. That I am in fact walking and facing my past in every moment – my world is a direct reflection of me.

Is this the point I was to look at here? Yes

Is this point clear? Yes

The ‘relationship point’ here is in it being a ‘big deal’ to me that even though her and I have talked numerous times about an  “Equal Money System” and how ‘children’ should be raised within an ‘equal’ understanding of money for All – It’s as though she didn’t ‘hear’ me or as if she is purposely mocking me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the energy within this “resonant family mind construct”.  I Stop

So in Stopping, Breathing, applying Self forgiveness and writing this here –  I stop and delete, disengage and release this mind construct as it is no longer who and what I accept and allow myself to become or be as me as who I am as all as one as Equal as Life.

Is this the point I was to look at here? Yes

Is this point clear? No

more to come

Cathy,

The question that I would ask myself here is:

“What is it that I am ‘wanting’ from Holly?”

Consider all dimensions of this question and see what it is that you ‘see’ when asking this question to yourself.

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Self forgiveness for mind construct

—->I became angry today at what Holly wrote on facebook

———–>My ‘physcial body’ experienced ‘energetic resonance charges’

—————>The beats of my heart is faster

—————>palms of my hands are sweaty and ears are warm

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within energetic resonant mind patterns within which I allow myself to be directed instead of me being my own self honest directive principle within the ‘principle of equality’.

—————–>I want to tell my daughter ‘Fuck Off’!

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within an energetic manifestation within self manipulation and within this projecting myself unto others instead of facing myself within self honesty and self responsibility for what is here.

—————–>I have thoughts searching for a way to say ‘Fuck Off’ ‘appropriately or motherly’

—————–>I Feel angry because she didn’t hear previous conversations with me

—————–>I Feel like my ‘feelings’ are hurt

—————–>I Feel like I’m not a ‘good mother’

—————–>I Feel a ‘desire’ to be ‘acknowledged’ by her

———–>I Feel ‘guilt’ and ‘helplessness’ because I realize that I taught her the same

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate my self into rationalizing that it is actually possible to be a ‘bad or inappropriate mother or to be able to have my ‘feelings’ hurt within not be acknowledged by my children and within this accepting and allowing myself to exist within the ‘energetic resonances’ of ‘anger’, ‘guilt’ and/or ‘helplessness’.

———–>I experience emotions and thoughts of how we are slaves labouring

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience emotions and thoughts within energetic charges within resonant impulses within the mind ‘ideas’ and ‘manipulations’ and definitions surrounding the words slaves and labouring.  till here no further

Using Muscle Communication to pinpoint the exact meaning of the word, ‘approval’, this is the definition tested as point of refererence.

‘the  act  of  approving’

This is a form of ‘self-manipulation’ using the situation or the event or act itself as the simulation and the aim is for me to gain attention and/or recognition and/or to seek validation and/or pity from the people involved in the situation or event. This particular situation being with Holly, however, I see how I have done this deliberately within similar situations. Where I have accepted and allowed the role of my self within self-victimization in which I manipulate myself and others in order to validate a current ‘state of being’ within which to ‘experience’ myself. Where I become the ‘victim’ by way of manipulating ‘attention’ and ‘approval’ from others in order to saturate an addiction within myself of getting or having something from others that I believe I cannot give to myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel disappointed, hurt and betrayed when my daughter doesn’t recall our conversations and/or because we don’t share the same values.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to seek approval and validation from my children.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use a form of self

-manipulation using a situation or event to simulate a way for me to gain attention or recognition of approval and to seek validation and/or pity from the people involved within the situation or event.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to play the role of self-victimization wherein I manipulate myself and others in order to validate a particular ‘state of being’ of myself and as a way of manipulating others attention towards myself.

I see where this plays out and occurs through me accepting and allowing mind conversations within thoughts which validate a certain experience of self. I also see where this is a point of ‘logical self-manipulation’ within the mind conversations with thoughts as well because of how I accept and allow an explanation point within self justification that has no relevance.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within thoughts which validate certain energetic impulse experiences of myself within self manipulative mind construct patterns.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use mind conversation points with thoughts within a point of explanation where I participate within self justification that has no relevance.

Is this the point I was to look at here? Yes

Is this point clear? yes

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I see how I “implemented” Holly as the “cause”of the experience I was having, meaning within my “emotional and feeling charge” I was experiencing within myself as I was reading the words that Holly had written – I was implementing her by “projecting” my own experience (feelings and emotions) of myself onto her within “blame” and “control” and within this wanting to ‘physically ‘with my voice ‘lash’ out at her. I realize that the ‘energetic charge’ as the ‘mind construct resonance’ was seeking to direct and control me within a ‘mind construct’ in seeking to further the experience of it as me.

Self Corrective Statement:

When  I see myself participating within an energetic charge pattern such as “projecting” my own experience (feelings and emotions) of myself onto people within “blame” and “control”, I stop and I breathe and within this I realize that I am the directive force and will not be directed by and as the energy pattern of projecting self blame onto another. When I’m faced with this particular energy signature, I stop, I breathe and I allow that energy to move through me and not take hold of me.

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This shows me how I have been programmed as to what I have accepted and allowed me to be and experience myself as in  that: “when i feel something”,  and i don’t want to feel it directly that I “project” blame as them being the “cause” through implicating them in how I am experiencing me.

Self Corrective Statement:

When I experience myself within this pattern of not facing myself when I feel something and I don’t want to feel it directly so I ‘project’ blame onto another as them being the cause through implicating them according to how I am avoiding an experience of me and within this I realize that this is a pattern of self defeat and self manipulation, thus I stop and I breathe and I become the directive force of me in self honesty within the principle of equaltiy.

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This “blame” has the starting point of “guilt” – wherein I “blame” myself for the person Holly is.  Blaming myself for not “raising her” within a clearer understanding of our reality. This is ‘obvious blame’ because it’s as if I’m ‘pointing a finger’ at her when actually I am existing in “comparison” within ‘guilt’ towards myself – thus really ‘pointing a finger at myself’ however ‘blaming’ Holly for not being ‘unconditional’  which is existing in ‘self comparison’  “within the point as blame”  as well.

Self Corrective Statement:

When I experience myself within this pattern of guilt wherein i ‘blame’ myself and within this using blame as a way to hide from myself and it is here that I am ‘flagging’ this as an origin point wherein I know this is a point where the pattern is impulsing or showing itself and it is here that I stop, I breathe and I do not participate. Instead with this particular energy signature, I stop, I breathe and I allow the energy to move through me and I do not accept or allow it to take hold of me.

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In asking myself with regards to this event, where within my world am I not unconditional and where within my world am I conditional within my behaviour?  What stands out for me within this is the point of being ‘the mother’ and I see myself ‘behaving like my mother’ from the perspective of – ‘wanting to be right’, or in ‘control of my child’ and within this the point takes me back to guilt.

Self Corrective Statement:

When  I see and experience myself participating within a point of comparison within conversations within my secret mind causing self manipulative projections of guilt and control within an energetic pattern of seeking/wanting to be acknowledged as being ‘right’ or ‘enlightened’ so as to reach some ‘mental state’ of ‘validity within a ‘mindfuck’, I stop, I breathe. Within this I realise that by comparing myself to others I am subjecting myself within a comparison scale which always places me either above or below someone else causing myself to experience anxiety, and I realize there is no value to this participation and there is only consequences and repeat mind construct resonant patterns.  I stop, I breathe and let go of the comparison thoughts and participation of mind conversations. It is here that I am ‘flagging’ this as an origin point wherein I know this is a point where the pattern is impulsing or showing itself and it is here that I stop, I breathe and I do not participate. Instead with this particular energy signature, I stop, I breathe and I allow the energy to move through me and I do not accept or allow it to take hold of me.

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This is a deceptive technique that I have accepted and allowed to exist within me as who I am and how I experience myself is I “project” from this “emotional” and “feeling” charge. In accepting and allowing this of me I am not taking direct responsibility for me and my world.  Because what is really going on within me is seeing me not wanting to see my own “creation” – In that “Holly” is a “direct” manifested “result” of my accepted and allowed self within ‘beliefs/opinions’, ‘thoughts’, ’emotions/feelings’ and ‘actions’ taken of myself in self “dishonesty”. That I am in fact walking and facing my past in every moment – my world is a direct reflection of me.

The ‘relationship point’ here is in it being a ‘big deal’ to me that even though her and I have talked numerous times about an  “Equal Money System” and how ‘children’ should be raised within an ‘equal’ understanding of money for All – It’s as though she didn’t ‘hear’ me or as if she is purposely mocking me.

Self Corrective Statement:

When I see myself experiencing myself within an energy pattern coming from a self deception technique such as an ’emotional and feeling’ charge wherein I experience myself as getting my ‘feelings hurt’ or not being ‘heard’ and ‘acknowledged’ or validated and within this project my experience onto another within ‘blaming’ them to be the ’cause’ for my experience. I Stop, I Breathe and I recognize this as a ‘flag’ point within which I stop the participation in the energetic pattern  as self deception within  thoughts and emotional resonance charges and I do not participate instead I breathe myself here in and as the physical.

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This is a form of ‘self-manipulation’ using the situation or the event or act itself as the simulation and the aim is for me to gain attention and/or recognition and/or to seek validation and/or pity from the people involved in the situation or event. This particular situation being with Holly, however, I see how I have done this deliberately within similar situations. Where I have accepted and allowed the role of my self within self-victimization in which I manipulate myself and others in order to validate a current ‘state of being’ within which to ‘experience’ myself. Where I become the ‘victim’ by way of manipulating ‘attention’ and ‘approval’ from others in order to saturate an addiction within myself of getting or having something from others that I believe I cannot give to myself.

I see where this plays out and occurs through me accepting and allowing mind conversations within thoughts which validate a certain experience of self. I also see where this is a point of ‘logical self-manipulation’ within the mind conversations with thoughts as well because of how I accept and allow an explanation point within self justification that has no relevance.

Self Corrective Statement:

When I see myself experiencing myself within an energy pattern coming from self-manipulation within using a situation or an event or an act of ‘self simulation’ within the mind to distract me within an ”energetic charge’  ‘feeling’ to gain attention and/or seek recognition and/or to seek validation and/or to seek pity from others  within a ‘role’of self-victimization within which I manipulate myself and others in order to ‘gain’ validation as a way of ‘self-manipulation’ in keeping me from taking responsibility for myself here within and as breath as the physical – I Stop, I Breathe, and I do not participate. Instead I direct me here as breath within realizing that I have experienced myself within this pattern playing out from beginning to end and I am placing this is as a flag point of for self to see self in accepting and allowing ‘logical self-manipulation’  of a mind resonant pattern to play out within self justification and has no relevance as life here as me as the ‘directive principle’ of self within and as self honesty. I stop, I breathe, I do not participate

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“Equal Money & Equal Labor System”

The following was posted in the Open Forum http://desteni.co.za/forum/viewtopic.php?f=292&t=17775

Abstract – “Equal Money and Equal Labor System”

I. Why Equal Money System?

Equal Money System (EMS) is base on the Fact that all Beings are born “Equal and One”, including animal and plant kingdom that manifests in this reality as a whole, are one “Inseparable Unity”. Animals and plants come out of Earth and fed on Earth; they’re sustained by Earth’s natural resources unconditionally. Whereas, Human, is the only species that needs to “Fight” for survival, like sever their own umbilical cord from Mother Earth. Mankind, as equal as they are to the rest of manifested beings, with the intelligence that exceeds all creations in this reality, millions of human beings, in every part of continent, living at the brink of starvation, and find themselves in no better position than animals in the forest.
The problem lies on current money system, a “Capital accumulation Machine”. Under this system, Human equals Labor, Labor equals Money, and, at the other side of equation, Money equals Human. It’s this Money system that governs the Human beings as God, the enslavement of such system cause millions of human living in an abject poverty with no hope of future.
The Equal Money System (EMS) is thus designed to mend the root cause of these problems.

II. What can one expect from the System?

The EMS system is a guarantee that any Human Being on earth, starting from birth, regardless of its birth condition, a “Fund” is automatically allocated as part of his birth right that would sustain his entire existence on earth till his death.
This Fund is available to him at all time, and it’s imprescriptible under any circumstances, no government or regime has the power over for any reason whatsoever to abrogate or annul the rights to such Fund. It may not be transferred; used for any purposes other than sustaining such person’s basic survival needs which provides resources for him to participating in this world. And it cease to effect upon a person’s death.

III. What is the Equal Labor System?

The Equal Labor System (ELS) is not a servitude to EMS; it is a system that guarantees no Human being is allowed to “Enslave” another Human being under any circumstances. All man has an irrevocable right to choose: What to work, When to work, Whom to work and Where to work.
With EMS as a Birth right, mankind are not “Obligated” to provide labor for such entitlement, however, the System “Offer” and “Encourage” everyone to contribute their role, under the above choice in participating the system.

IV. How the System works?

This is implemented by a global organization formed by each Continental Union Councils, e.g. European Union, North American Union, Central Asian Union…etc…
The Equal Money System (EMS) is funded through a “Global Security System” (GSS), which is an unprecedented concept of combining Social Security and equitable transfer management into a new system. The “Global Security System” is a Universal Equality System; it does not collide with current Capitalism, Communism or Socialism …etc, it’s a system transcends all economic model, but coincide and embedded with the current system whichever the Country is presently in.
Although, the old money system has to go, to make room for the new System, we have considered the urgency of current Global situation and the coming challenges of the world economy, we, thus, proposed a Gradual and Parallel approach to expedite the process for the System to take effect. After the system is in place and fully functioned, the current money system will automatically become obsolete.

V. Why EMS is the “Only” solution?

The main Principle of EMS is based on the awareness of Equality and Oneness which is the essence of this Universe – “Balance”, anything divert from this principle is a form of separation, and will not be considered as a permanent, feasible solution for mankind.
There are other theories out there for the similar effort, e.g. “Resource-based Economy”.
We do not oppose, but not endorsing “resource-based” approach, because it is based on the false assumptions that Earth resource is always abundant, always replenish her self and will never depleted. And it relies heavily on New Technologies to achieve global “resource redistribution”, which is no different than, and will eventually lead to, a large Corporate Enterprise monopolized domination. But we recognize its good intention.
We must recognize that Earth is not a Perpetual Machine which gushing out resource infinitely – “In order to take, one must give.” This is the Law that even Creator himself must obey.
EMS is designed for mankind to coexist with nature, including animals and plants, the practical application also include Global Equality awareness Education, reduce animal slaughter as food source and forest abuse, etc… sub-programs to stop man made Ecocide. And we firmly believed that EMS is the only ultimate solution for mankind.

VI. Where are we going from here?

“Equality and One” is the main principle that Desteni abide to. We do not have Religious believes, anything you heard from us is simply logical conclusions from an objective observation – Common Sense. We stand for Equality, because it’s a Fact, and Fact doesn’t require belief for validation.
We are dedicating our effort in promoting/presenting “Equal Money System” to the world stage. We have perfect ideas of how this new money system works and we intend to back it up with live data and practical details to show the world these unprecedented possibilities.
We’ve been told that this is a utopian idea, an impossible dream of “Heaven on Earth” or simply call us Crazy. For years, we took all forms of abuse and ridicules that one can imagine. When facing the current situation we’re in, inaction is not an option. You may say, we aim it too high to the Sun, but if we end up at the Moon, we got somewhere…
In Desteni, we believe any person is representing the totality of Creation; all it takes is just “One” person to make the difference.
So, please join us – “one man, one vote” for the Equality of Mankind.

Notes:
We’re a self-organized small team dedicated only to Desteni “Equality Money” world campaign.
A feasible Model is under research presently, we will present its prototype to Desteni for evaluation.

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