Tag Archive | self willed equality realizations

Wants BeGone

Before I began walking and applying the tools provided in the Desteni Material,  I saw differences in others as something that I must compete with.  The abilities of another I seen as a threat to how and who I was existing as.  I wanted to be better than, prettier than, richer than, smarter than, the one with the best paying job and, the one that everyone liked the most.  I wanted all the attention in any way that I could receive it and I played quite the con game in order to fuel the energetic charges.  I existed and lived self-manipulation statements unto my physical reality wherein I used emotions and feelings to manipulate myself and others within my world.  When I lost my way I used emotional and feeling reactive energy where I would then pull myself into a state of self-victimization through thought patterns that I willingly submitted myself to and as.  One moment I was up and the next moment I was down but either way I existed as reactive energy.  Looking now at how I participated where everything was about me, me, me – it was exhausting. 

The tools that Desteni I Process provides has assisted me to begin to understand the relevancy of moving myself according to what is best for all.  The tools provide and assists self to investigate and release patterns of ego/personality in self-honesty through self-forgiveness.  As one is releasing the patterns that one has accepted and allowed through the direction as a mind of consciousness system, one is able to begin to build self-trust in stopping the participation as energetic outflows so as to see for self what is real here.

Self-trust in self-honesty is a point that has to be walked as who self is within every moment of breath. As such, one begins to stop manipulation and justification patterns of self as well as to and toward others and, it’s quite refreshing.

Is pornography driving men crazy?

“What is driving this weirdly disinhibited decision-making?  Could the widespread availability and consumption of pornography in recent years actually be rewiring the male brain, affecting men’s judgment about sex and causing them to have more difficulty controlling their impulses?”

There is more to understand of these behaviors than is reported in this article.

Stop obsessive and  possessive addictions/behaviors.

The Solution: Desteni

Self-Willed Equal

I always assumed that I was existing in an awareness of myself and my world.  I wasn’t.  It’s not easy, to realize that everything you’ve ever existed as has been nothing more than that of a pre-programmed system design.  However, it’s worth every breath to investigate how it is that we as humanity are existing as such.  One can be sure if there is resistance and/or hesitance to investigate how it is that we are directed and enslaved according to and as our mind and, sub sequentially our current money system – it’s because we’ve been directed by our mind as consciousness and, simply put – we’re not programmed to comprehend and/or direct ourself to investigate ourself with regards to such a matter. I am seeing this for myself with gratitude through the assistance from Desteni I Process/Desteni Universe Material.

If one is willing, it’s literally going to require self-willed action.  It’s going to require an honesty from within self where one investigates and questions everything they’ve ever known – free from emotional thoughts and feeling experiences we’ve believed to be real.  We must be willing to sacrifice everything we’ve ever been – and be willing to walk away from that which begs us to stay.

We must support that which supports all living beings no matter perceived sacrifice.  Within the deepest core of our being we must see and comprehend that the fate of another is in fact a universal principle in which we have all agreed to as the decreed cause of events.  We must be willing to risk everything in order that all may live life in dignity. We must be willing to stop – breathe and forgive ourselves and let nothing and/or no one stop us from supporting a money system that supports all living beings Equally.

The world ‘Equality’ has no ‘value’ attached to it as we have defined value -  if there are opinions, ideas and/or ego and greed etc, that’s the mind – the ‘Principle of Equality’ values life.   Live Equality into and as your physical being as who you are within every breath walking according to what’s best for all.

Through and as these words as me as who I am I support myself-willing, here as all as one as equal.