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Day 142: Healing the Rite of Passage

Dental appointments, pain, pain medication, and worrying about money has taught me quite a bit about myself these past couple of weeks. Another week and I’ll be through with dental appointments for awhile. One thing for sure that I’ve missed is daily blogging and, I’ve realized just how assisting the daily Journey to Life blogging is. I’ve become more aware of how when I don’t blog daily, I want to wander around in my mind participating in and as my thoughts – which are actually self-interest driven desires and fear… Through self-forgiveness I realize I’ve had enough and I stop and breathe and realize something amazing. I become aware of how beautifully supportive my physical body is in that even while I’m sucking the life out of myself through participating in and as my mind, me as my physical body is busy healing me for me to see who I am as it and to stop abusing myself to death, and I am grateful.  Walking here self-forgiveness for my most recent mind/thought and fear patterns…


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize how when I participate in and as thoughts I begin to experience myself as ‘feeling’ overwhelmed and disappointed with emotional wind gusts where inside my mind I fear myself as I fall victim to energetic outflows and separate myself from myself, and I forgive myself that I lose all touch with my senses as who I am as me as my physical body and I begin to believe that I’m ‘depressed’ when in fact I’m only reacting in separation to/of the very thoughts, feelings and/or emotions/reactions that I’ve given power to through the very act of participating in and as them in allowing my mind as consciousness to direct who I am as I try and make myself believe that I am having an ‘experience’ of myself as living as life, when in fact the energetic experience/outflow is an act of allowing death to me as my phsical body, instead of directing myself as who I really am as life equal to and one with absolutely Everything and All Living beings here.

I commit myself to stop participating in and as thoughts, feelings and emotions/reactions creating fear in and as me as my physical body and to instead commit myself to breathe and realize that here within and as me as my physical body within this physical earth reality I have the will in self-honesty to direct who I am as life in supporting myself to support a world/money system supportive of all living beings according to what’s best for All.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize how within thoughts of/as my secret mind I become a stranger in possession of/as who I am as my physical body because when I participate in/as thoughts, feelings and emotions/reactions I don’t see, realize and understand the consequences of how as such I am literally sucking the life out of me as my physical body.

I commit myself to support me as my physical body within the healing process of and as self-honesty, because I see, realize and understand that my physical body is constantly showing me how healing begins within every breath, thus, I commit myself to walking the healing process of myself by stopping me as my mind as consciousness, and directing me as life from and as my physical body to thus support a World according to what’s best for All.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear missing out on an experience of myself as/on energy, where it’s like I’m in a rerun of myself, whereas in my mind as consciousness, I’m still trying to run a race for/to have something and/or to be something that was and is never real, yet, one in which I believed myself as needing in order to face myself as my mind within and as a belief/fear of which I succumbed to/as of growing old and aging.

I commit myself to stop the fear of growing old and aging, to breathe, and realize myself in walking the seemingly small steps in supporting myself to see who I am in self-honesty in order to stop who I’ve been through the eyes of my mind, to thus begin to realize myself in equality and oneness within and as me as my physical body and our physical world/reality/existence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as a has been, as someone who is to old to be something more within a perception of myself as being less than who I am as my physical body based upon how I think, feel and fear and within that, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize who I am as my physical body free from the limitation of thoughts, feelings and emotions/reactions and fears of growing old/aging.

I commit myself to realize how the fear of aging is an acceptance of myself within and as a belief of and as consciousness and in separation of who I am as my physical body thus, I commit myself to focus on breathing and to stop racing within myself to reach a point of consolation as a belief within my mind and to instead direct myself to communicate with me as my physical body in realizing that my physical body is here supporting, giving and allowing me the opportunity of and as life itself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define who I am according to ritualized forms of recognition referred to as ‘the right of passage’,  because I see, realize and understand how the only ‘rite of passage’ that will mark the process and/or progress for and of me in any way that matters is one where, I thus commit myself to redefine my ‘rite of passage’ to one where in self-honesty I direct myself to birth myself as life from the physical, walking in support for and of a world where suffering ends and where through an Equal Monetary System every living being is Guaranteed a Life lived in Dignity according to and as All as One as Equal.

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Day 61: Bayou Billionaires

‘Bayou Billionaires’
‘Bayou Billionaires’ brings gas boom to reality TV
Watch GASLAND – Fracking

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed a world/money system that doesn’t see/realize and understand how on national television for all the world to see, we are setting an example, which says to the world that it’s ok to abuse our earth and it’s resources and even get rich doing it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a world/money system where we become so possessed by money that we don’t consider the consequences, for example, how fracking the same layer of Earth multiple times for one well site is actually creating damage and water contamination.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a world/money system that purposely turns farmlands into oil fields never considering how drilling sucks the nutrients/life from our earth because we don’t want to see past the money symbols of greed in our eyes.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to buy into a world system where money is used in place of seeing the reality of how bribery keeps us satisfied within our already pre-programmed mind, thus we we won’t even care to see that we’re just part of the game of follow the road to riches, no matter the risks imposed upon All life in the process.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a world/money system where we can be bought buy the smell and the lure of money where we become so intoxicated by the energetic charge from spending money that we don’t consider the consequences consumerism is causing to our earth and how daily, we’re literally giving permission for it.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a world/money system where we’re convinced that we’ve earned the right to make money off the land we walk on, even if it means we’re putting our earth and water supply at risk of not being able to provide for the children who will walk this life after us.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a world/money system where we allow some to become famous off the land within the beLIEf that we have the right to decide that it’s ok to drill the frack out of our earth and make money doing so – instead of realizing that what’s been given so graciously from our Earth is here Not just for some, but for All living beings.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fool myself into believing that I care about our earth when in fact I fear if I was offered a shit load of money to frack my land that I would be tempted to only think about myself and take the money.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hate who I’ve become as a money hungry fool even as I see the atrocity that having money allows.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be entertained by those who strike it rich because within my secret mind I want the same – thus I see/realize and understand that in order for us to truly be who we are as life is going to require a money system that will support All living beings according to what’s best for All.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that what happens to our earth, water, air, our Entire Environment is My Responsibility, thus I will walk the consequences of what I accept and allow, and, it’s irrelevant whether or not I receive money for the acts of abuse that I allow because it is Self who Will in the end hold Self Accountable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am consuming the life out of this world through participating in thoughts, feelings and emotions and the lust for fame and fortune so much so that I don’t see that I am behaving exactly like the pre-programmed slave and consumer of consciousness is suppose to behave in order to keep the elite rich and the rest of humanity as the working class poor and/or homeless and starving.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry at myself because I see myself within the All the greed, spite and competition that we as a humanity live out through experiences where we use and abuse our earth – that which is given to all and that which we exploit for profit – instead of Standing up and Supporting a System that supports All Life according to what’s best for All.

I commit myself to standing up and taking self-responsibility and self-accountability and Stop who I’ve been in greed, competition, spite and ego and to instead Support an Equal Money System where All decisions on Earth are made according to what’s Best for All.

Please READ the Following Blogs:
DAY 1: Who I Am as Money
DAY 2: The Relationship between Energy and Money
DAY 3: What does it Really Mean to be ‘Alive’?

Day 8: Absolute Certainty
Day 12: BrainWashing and Mind Control
Day 15: Who am I? Prisoner of the Mind?