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Reasons for Sale

When I was a little girl I was always reasoning out in my mind why things are the way they are. Like when I watched the movie ‘The Wizard of Oz’, which is a 1939 American musical fantasy film – my reasoning was based on my thoughts about how good it made me feel, and I would get lost in my head to the song in it which was called ‘Somewhere over the rainbow’. So really, the whole thing was just mind masturbation.

But the day comes for us all. We grow up and one day all reasoning is gone and the reasons of money becomes reasoning’s place and before long we understand that Money has always been the ruling reason. Now, having just finished watching the Documentary: The Secret of Oz, I realize even more just how deceptive the reasoning’s of the mind are.

Who knew that, it’s well known to those who’ve studied economics, that ‘The Wonderful Wizard of Oz’, which was written by L. Frank Baum in 1900, was loaded with powerful symbols of monetary reform. The yellow brick road symbolized the gold standard, the emerald city of Oz was that of greenback money and even Dorothy’s slippers – which, in the original book, were silver, (changed to ruby slippers for the movie version) were the symbol of Baum’s s belief that adding silver coinage to gold would provide the much needed money in a depression-strapped, 1890s America.

It’s unbelievable what we’ve overlooked – how Baum’s book, in which he symbolized the greed and downright deception and corruption within our world and our monetary system – was never even recognized because humanity never even noticed. Instead it was made into a theatrical money making multimillion dollar Hollywood movie which sent us all into mental masturbation and then went on to rank among the Top 10 Best Movies of All Times! Truly an Amazing Disgrace.

Every day, more and more, I’m seeing how everything here, it’s All been a pack a lies and it’s always been about money, power and control. The documentary is something one has to see for themself to fully grasp exactly how our current monetary system became the way it is and how there is absolutely nothing that’s going to assist this world until the root of the problem is understood, addressed and a real solution is provided.

It’s not that difficult to see what the real solution is when one begins to understand just how many people struggle with money issues every single day, as opposed to the number of those who are rich and never struggle with day to day worries over money.

Livin paycheck to paycheck and barely making it – it sucks! Money for this – money for that. Money for something to eat, money to have a place to sleep, money to fix the car, money to have the water turned back on, money for electricity and heat, money for clothes, money for school and money to get to work to earn the money for all the above and even money for paper to wipe our ass! Money is the most important thing to us whether we want to admit it or not and it’s time we got real acquainted with how we can stop this shit and redesign our current money system so we can begin to enjoy life.

Look closely – every single person, place and/or thing that exists within our world is for sale with plenty of reasons why.
Even our idea of God is for sale… Tomorrow is Easter. I can remember more than once my reason for not going to church on Easter morning was because I didn’t even have one extra dollar to put into the offering plate that was always passed around during the morning praise and worship service – and honestly, I remember wondering how many other people were as tempted as I was to grab a handful of the cash as it passed in front of me, because I didn’t have enough money to buy food for the week. The fact is, Money is my God, it’s just the truth.

Many people are struggling and even starving to death – just hear this interview: Life Review – Superman of the Streets, it caused me to realize how I know nothing of what real life struggle actually is.

Realize that life as it exists within this world, is not necessary when there is a solution for each one here that is so simple. One Man, One Vote = Equal Money. It’s real. It’s how we bring an end to abuse and suffering.

Watch the documentary: Secret of Oz, and then, Investigate the Solution: Equal Money

“The important point to realize is that money supply are manipulated deliberately –this cause untold suffering, and is a crime that has been allowed for hundreds of years –this means that the politicians, the bankers, the economists , the religious leaders all have a hand in this control and a total disregard for the well being of humanity
Never mind the animals.” – Bernard Poolman

An Easter message to parents

Don’t do it, don’t buy into the belief that you should become the consumer who willingly buys their child an Easter basket filled with sugary candy.

We’ve obviously not yet understood the influences of advertising and television and the manipulation techniques used within our daily lives in how we’ve succumbed to commercialism. The mere mention of Easter, for me use to bring about thoughts, feelings, desires and a wave of emotions where I would set out on a quest to fill baskets full of sugary candy and cheap toys which I would then give to my children. I can’t turn back time but I can forgive myself and share what I’ve begun to understand and see as common sense. Investigate for yourself how toxic sugar is and don’t subject your children to it.

Sugar Stop – 7 days off the white toxic substance

Eight days ago Bernard Poolman suggested we watch a documentary titled: Sugar The Bitter truth. I’m really grateful Bernard suggested it, and I wasn’t completely shocked when I heard Dr. Robert Lustig as he shared about how toxic and dangerous sugar is upon our physical body. He explains how human obesity rose at the same time that fat consumption was suggested to be decreased which caused everything to taste like cardboard so then extra sugar was added to make things taste better. Then, we all know what happened. Heart disease became one of the many diseases which has been on the increase worldwide. Add soft drinks and the invention of high-fructose corn syrup and you have two of the largest culprits seducing and sucking the life from our physical bodies.

The in-depth evidence of how toxic sugar is left me no choice, I immediately made the decision to stop consuming all processed sugar and high-fructose corn syrup. Almost all pre-packaged food has purposely added sugars so I’ve limited my eating to low fat proteins such as turkey and chicken and high fiber low glycemic vegetables, as well as fruit in small portions.

As of today, I’ve been off sugar for 7days. One week and 12 hours to be exact. That doesn’t sound like very long but I’m satisfied with how my progress is coming along as I’m walking this point the same as I’ve walked other addictive behaviors that I’ve stopped successfully.

Over the past 4 years, as I’ve walked and applied self-forgiveness and breathed through the desires of my secret mind and forgiven and directed me in self-corrective application, I’ve been able to stop numerous addictions – for instance, smoking cigarettes. I’ve also stopped abusing my body with at least 10 different prescription medications, all of which were prescribed to me by an M.D. who was sure I needed them – even though I know now that I really didn’t. I also stopped an addiction that almost broke me and my partner, which was gambling. And, there’s my personal favorite which was smoking pot – which when I stopped, it seemed like it was going to be nearly impossible simply because I enjoyed the hell out of smoking it. But, now I see that that really wasn’t true and I’ve proved for myself through self-forgiveness that it was only difficult according to the thoughts of my secret mind and it was a point of directing myself to stop participation as well as the point of self-acceptance – where within me I had granted permission for and I became the abuse I was allowing. Once I breathed and became aware of my secret mind and the backchat then I was able to stop and forgive the addictions and as I directed me as my mind in self-honesty I was able to stop them.

The first day of no sugar was pretty easy, and I know now it was because it’s just like coming off of drugs. Meaning, I had a build up of sugar within my physical body so it took till the end of the second day before I began to experience withdrawal, and that second night, I woke up with my whole body trembling. The third day, I became aware of an emotion where my mind ‘thought’ it was depressed – like it was waiting for the sugar high and I refused to give it any – instead, I just kept drinking water, resting, was patient and focused on my breathing.

By the fourth day, my head felt like it had just hit a brick wall. Let me explain. I was in a car wreck once where I was driving on an unfamiliar road and I wasn’t paying any attention to my driving because I was in my head worrying about money because I was wanting to go to the casino to gamble. So what happened, at a speed of 50 miles an hour, I rear ended a 1-½ ton pick-up truck who was stopped at a traffic light on the other side of the unfamiliar curve in the unfamiliar road I was driving. Subsequently, I hit my head and busted my lip on the steering wheel which caused me to require stitches and the policeman who arrived afterwards told me that the speed I hit the truck is equivalent to hitting a brick wall.

So I compare my 4th day of no sugar feeling like I hit a brick wall because it was like hitting that stopping point full on within the realization that there is no choice but to push myself and breathe it through.

On the 5th day I felt lethargic, restless and hypersensitive all at once, as well as being very thirsty. I drank alot of water which really assisted me. And, I also give credit to my 21 month old granddaughter who was staying with me that day. She always assists me to breathe and keep it simple.

That evening I could sense a leveling within my physical body and I began to look at how for years I willingly gave my children sugar in one form or another even when they were to young to care. And the thing is, if I had just stopped for one moment and considered in self-honesty what and why I was feeding them sugar, maybe I wouldn’t have. It’s easy now to see how sugar is just a drug. It only took once, once using the sweet poison as some form of bribery in an attempt to get my kids to behave or act the way I wanted them to act…and after that they cried for it…I see now how that is clearly child abuse.

The end of the 5th day of no sugar – my mind said: ‘what’s the point!’, and that’s when I spoke out-loud STOP! That’s when I took a walk outside and breathed and remembered what I’ve proved to myself already through stopping other addictions – which is, this to shall pass – IF – I’m willing to in self-honesty forgive myself and direct myself within and as the self-corrective principle of me and through accumulating myself breathing according to what’s best for all I take self-responsibility for what is here – to stop what I’ve accepted and allowed to exist within a world of abuse and I stop hanging onto the crutches of the mind because those crutches have been a point of avoiding facing me. I am no longer willing to exist like that.

The sixth day of no sugar and there was like clearing underway within me. Further confirmation of what I’ve proved before to myself – that self-honesty is key in taking self-responsibility to stop thoughts, desires, habits, feelings, emotions and even the physical symptoms that manifest as a result of mental and physical addictions – and is further proof that addiction is a pre-programmed self-imposed state of mind that can be stopped. The perfect interview to suggest here is one that assisted me greatly, its: Life Review – How Thoughts Bombard the Physical and Destroy Self.

Walking this process, the day arrives, you’re walking along and suddenly you’re like, wow – I haven’t had a single thought about what I use to think I was addicted to in months. It is done. I am no longer that…

Obviously, I’m still recovering from a life time of sugar abuse to my physical body. And, I encourage anyone reading this to do the same and Stop sugar. How are we ever going to know who we really are if we’re not willing to face ourselves through self-forgiveness and in self-honesty stand up in support of all life? It’s why we’re here – to support each other and there’s much to do so join us.

A Question and a Quest for parents

Why isn’t the white sugary shit illegal? I guess we all know the answer to why it’s not illigal to give sugar to our children and that’s because of money. The sugar, cereal, bread, pastry, soft drink, candy industry knows no bounds when it comes to profit over protecting life. As I continue walking sugar free, I will keep asking what will it really take for parents to finally stop accepting, allowing supporting and giving the toxic substance of sugar to our babies?

CONsuming ourselves with spending and consuming sugar is just the beginning of a rather long list of beliefs we’ve given to a date and day which we call Easter. Instead of debunking religious beliefs surrounding Easter in this blog- I suggest you watch: 2012 A contemplative Easter message.

Further info and links in the Research regarding Sugar toxicity

Recent research proves how deadly sugar is,(and one can test this for self). They’ve now proved how sugar activates our brain in a special way reminiscent of drugs like cocaine and the minute sugar touches our tongue technology is proving how certain areas of our brain responds to it and as a reward, dopamine – a chemical that controls the brain’s pleasure center – is being released, just as it would in response to drugs or alcohol. Results are also proving how cancerous tumors seek hold of and grow when we consume sugar. These points and more within the following links.

Sugar The Bitter truth

Is sugar toxic?

Sugar addiction in rats may shed light on human behavior

Cancer and Sugar

Toxic: Sugar

“Fructose are marketed to the health nuts as lifestyle food. No research went into this, but the assumption that it must be healthy because of its relationship to fruit. Do not trust health foods without your own BIOCHEMICAL research. The Human body is a Biochemical machine. You cannot make decisions based on how things taste or feel or on the fact that it has no immediate detrimental effect. The body accumulates physical stress over time. In many countries no research is required before foods are packaged to be sold as some miracle food or cure.” – Bernard Poolman

Photo by Marlin Vargas Del Razo

Trees Dying in Human Boxes and on Bonfires – Will Stop with Equal Money

What is the practical purpose for ‘setting up a tree in the house’, decorating it, ‘buying presents’, ‘wrapping them’ and ‘gently placing them under the tree’, ‘to open’ at a later date’? The tree slowly dries out and dies in our boxed homes and often are then thrown together in a huge bonfire surrounded by humans watching after having been sacrificed in bizarre rituals.

The human exists directed according to their mind in bubbles, boxed in our own separate space as pre-programmed behavioral thought patterns, and pictured memory moments.And, as we’ve participated in them, we physically create and manifest the story of us. Seeking to birth experiences of ourself through energetic stimulation consisting in the highs and lows, and ups and downs, and positive and negative polarity of and as the mind.

Consciousness – where there’s a high, there’s a low, and we’ve all recognized this at some point if only for a split moment between the two. Our current monetary system reflects how the energetic managing of ourselves is consequentially manifesting in how profit/money is valued over life itself.

The rich and the poor, the king and the pauper, the stuffed and the starving, the employed and the unemployed, the pretty, the ugly, and the perfect gift vs the worst gift. All of which are polarities of positive vs negative, good and bad, right and wrong, and we believe our experience within it is real and it isn’t.We’ve educated, imagined and participated in and as it, which is how we continually create the polarity effects of highs and lows and in the process, we’ve missed a principled possibility – how to equalize all life in existence and in the process equalize our inner self.

An interesting and cool experiment where one can realize their pre-programmed self, is to, every day, sit and consider an Equal Money System. While saying and considering the following words below. If you sense a feeling like the inside of yourself as your stomach, just dropped like going down a steep hill – that’s energy and it’s fear related. There is Fear of the word/s meaning and/or association and definition of the word ‘Equality’.

The Ego thrives in greed and greed will diminish in an Equal Money system. So, that feeling in your tummy, that ‘fear’, is consciousness programming pulling you in so you’ll not see your responsibility within all that is here. Equality is Not a pre-programmed pattern of acceptance, thus the resistance.

Did you realize there is an application of self consisting of No energy and Stops inner turmoil = self-forgiveness and self-honesty.

Resistance to Equality and an Equal Money System are totally fraudulent and can be stopped.


    In self-honesty, sit every evening with yourself and think about and make a list of words with the world equal in them (I enjoy this the hour prior to going to bed), and imagine a world with Equal Money while reading the word list and *write down and investigate any thoughts or emotions and add words as is relative to individual process.

    For example some words to begin: coequal, coequalities, coequality, coequally, equal money, equal, equalises, equalising, equal money, equalitarian, equalitarianism, equalitarianisms, equalitarians, equalities, equal money, equalization, equalizations, equalize, equalized, equal money, equalizer, equalizers, equalizes, equalizing, equalled, equal money, equalling, equally, equality, equallife, equaldeath, equality, equalmoneysystem, equalmoney.org


…continuing with regards to: Trees Dying in Human Boxesand on Bonfires

One Example: Christmas

Trees literally allow us to be here. Yet, they are sacrificed in numerous ways.

Is such participation and actions assisting in contributing to ‘What’s Best for All’?

How does it serve the best interest for all in Equality, free of Energy?

Consider we’ve not yet experienced nor comprehend the value and’meaning’ of ‘what is best for all’, and havn’t the ability to answer those questions – except in self-honesty – free of energy. Because we’ve not yet lived it as an actual living accumulated application and expression of ourselves as who we really are as all as one as Equal.

Maybe it’s what human beings are for, the creation of meaning. When the consequence of our action is our reward (Love Thy Neighbor as Yourself), the Principle of Meaning will put ‘Equal Money’ to work as ‘Equality’ in action. We’ll be and become actions in play-as-our-work will always be according to what’s best for all.

With Equal Money, the human will become successfully effective in self-direction, recognizing their responsibility as able and willing to stand according to what’s best for all – free of life depleting energetic patterns.

We stop accepting polarity within our current money system and we’ll stop manifesting a living expression of life living definitions/meaning of and as ‘atrocity’.

Trees Dying in Human Boxes and on Bonfires – Will Stop with Equal Money