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Day 126: Hunger Games Self-Committment statements

This blog is a continuation to: Day 125: Hunger Games – –

I commit myself to stop my fear of facing me within the abuse and neglect that I see that I have accepted and allowed and have assisted as in supporting how life on earth exists for the thousands upon thousands who suffer and/or starve to death daily at the hands of our current world/money system.

Artwork by: Agnieszka Dine

I commit myself to forgive and let go of/stop the anger within myself that I realize I have existed as where I have projected blame onto others and within that have contributed to the abuse existent within and as our world, thus, I commit myself to show how the nature of who we are as our thoughts and our thinking process which we participate within, is the glue that is holding the abuse in full force within our world and how through self-forgiveness we are able to support ourself to effectively change, thus I commit myself to realign myself through a self-corrective application to thus redesign and assist myself to become the living change required in order to support a world according to what’s best for All.

I commit myself to show how the entertainment industry which we accept and allow within our world is a direct result of and in complete support of our world/money system of which the majority of us as humanity are enslaved to, thus, I commit myself to show how we are not what we’ve accepted and allowed ourselves to believe ourselves to be as the direction of consciousness simply because it’s coming up within us, and that we are capable to stop and direct and commit ourselves to take self-responsibility and establish an environment on earth based upon principles that support All life Equally.

I commit myself to show how there is enough resources available on/from earth to provide for the physical bodies of all living beings, thus no one need to ever go to bed hungry, homeless or abused in any way.

I commit myself to comprehend and thus support an Education system that will be designed to provide everyone with proper skills in reading, mathematics and communication in order to establish a healthy, equal relationship with each other as a humanity, nature and animals so as to provide each with the adequate necessities for a practical living environment.

I commit myself to remaining constant and gentle with myself as I continue my daily walk of The Journey to Life.

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when the Actual FUNCTIONING of the MIND and the Physical Body is Understood, All the Lies of Enlightenment will End and will No Longer form the Foundation from which Cruelty is justified.” ~ Bernard Poolman

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Day 125: Hunger Games

Please reference and/or watch the Movie Hunger Games for context – –

I forgive myself for not realizing how our world/money system keeps us enslaved to and as a humanity in crisis.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to support a world/money system where for entertainment purposes the rich continue to profit while we accept and allow movies that make a mockery out of the reality of our world – where there are literally thousands who die daily from starvation yet we ignore hunger as we accept and allow the perception/denial within and as our mind that life is a game – to the point where the movies make ‘lessons’ of life when life is Not a lesson, and how we accept and allow ideas for/as entertainment into and as our minds in order to numb us to the reality of what is real and deadly within our world/reality – even though the facts in/of and as life prove to us how suffering and despair is increasing within our capitalistic money system while the social violence of oppression and poverty remain intact and growing rapidly, while we sit and watch through the eyes of our own enslavement.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to spite and blame others for the making of the movie Hunger Games, instead of realizing how I exist as, and accept and allow the same within me as those who were directly involved in and responsible for the making of the movie, thus, I am equally responsible for existing as the same system of acceptance of and as the systems of abuse within and as our world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed in silence that which I’m ashamed to admit in how I am responsible for and have defended and supported our current money system while trying to make sense of the struggle I exist as within just trying to survive it and, how I have denied that I’m a slave, because after all, I’m able to freely shop where I want to shop, however, I never realized how what I buy is subject to the approval of those who have more money than me, thus, I forgive myself for not realizing that I have never had control of/or free will over my life because the details of what I’m allowed to be and what I’m able to pick and choose from, have already been chosen for me, thus, I see, realize and understand that I am a slave to the very system in which I support, thus I am a slave to myself in every moment that I continue to support a system that does Not support All Life according to what’s Best For All.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within ego, greed and pride to such a degree that I never realized how I have lived my life as if I’m racing to win a game and within that have been so stuck in my own mind of thoughts and in feeling sorry for myself that I never considered that something is very wrong with our current world/education/money system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to while watching the movie: Hunger Games to ‘feel’ overwhelmed, where I saw how I had backchat thoughts within my mind of: “we might as well give up because we’ll never change because the reality of our world is very similar already to the movie” and, I forgive myself for not realizing how movies like ‘Hunger Games’ are made to support our current world/money system by capitalizing on our feelings and emotions using fear and intimidation, thus, I see, realize and understand that ‘We Are the System’, and therefore We / I can make the Decision to see movies like ‘Hunger Games’ as a definitive ‘wake up’ call – to see for ourself that in order for real change to occur within this world is going to require us coming together as a group to support each other – and how only with an Equal Money System are we prepared with the Solution to bring about Heaven on Earth.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within the positive polarity of and as a feel-good energy in how I’ve defined myself according to the words: ‘May the odds ever be in your favor’, where within that I have believed that life is about the ‘luck of the draw’, when in fact, life as how we’ve lived it, is about who has the most money/power and is the only thing that determines life as we know it, thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing world/money systems where we place odds on living and dying as we place those with money in power to play the odds in determining who of us lives and/or dies, therefore, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manifest a world/money system that is ineffective in that it produces enslavement of/for the very people who support it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience anxiety within me as my physical body when watching the movie ‘Hunger Games’, where I felt my heartbeat increase and a flush of heat throughout the middle area of my body and, I forgive myself for becoming angry at how hunger and the constant struggle to survive life was made ‘light of’ within the movie, just like it is made ‘light of’ within our physical reality within and as the acceptance and allowance of our current world/money system.

I forgive myself for not realizing how I put the thoughts of and as my mind above me as my physical body and this physical reality and how within that is where I see I fall, because only as the direction of and as consciousness as my mind do I think/participate in ways to have and be more than my neighbor thus, I forgive myself for not realizing the extent of how our mind directs us against each other only because we allow it.

I forgive myself for not realizing how I project my fears onto the children of this world in how I accept and allow myself to imagine the worst possible scenario because I realize that as it stands right now, our world is not fit for any child being born, thus, I fear seeing what’s going to become of the child who becomes the adult who has never known what it’s like to have a stable home life, food to eat and clean water and, I forgive myself for not realizing that within the education system that is provided for them, very few who will ever achieve a level of training and certification that will assist them to find an effective job, thus, I fear what’s to become of our future children, because they aren’t given the tools of how to effectively support themselves and their/our World Responsibly.

to be continued…

Here I am with Fever – Releasing my past walked through and as my feet

Fever has been here assisting me. As I breathe and push myself to embrace me as my physical body within the Principle of Equality, I sense a humbleness, a subtle burning – possibly an execution of part of me I no longer accept as who I am. Submission as Gentleness sweeps through me and

Willing becomes one as me and fever, as water gently caresses the subtle ache throughout my body as I direct myself to stand up, as all as one as equal, for all eternity – to diffuse, forgive and release the steps I’ve walked as me as my feet as me walking. To no longer accept how, what, and who I’ve walked as within this world –

in order to bring an end to the suffering of everyone – we may very well require to become one with the fusion of Ache and Fever in support of those who suffer needlessly while the current money system denies them and leaves them thirsty and dying. there’s a reckoning to settle through and as all life, so as to Stop allowing Atrocity here as us.
As the song goes, ‘fusion is what we are using, this is how we have been abusing’… lyrics: by Bernard Poolman says it wonderfully. The song keeps arising within me – I share here…

Read the words as who you are and hear Ann Van Den Broeck sing from my upload on Sound Cloud…

Fate in the Sand
Fusion is what we are Using
This is How we have been ABusing
Life in our Search to Merge
With our Desires and Deeper Urge
From Universal Creatures we have Fallen
We are the Angels Cast from Heaven
This I found on the Otherside of Death’s Door
Hear my message I am here to Record
In the SURGES of our Urges
When the Male & Female merges
Is the Creation of our Demise
When we trap our children in our Disguise
We teach them our Fear and Pain
As if our Belief are not Insane
We act as if we know it all
That was the Reason for our Fall
I made the same Mistakes
And lived a Life that was Fake
If I only listened to the Words I sang on Earth
I would have lived a Life of Worth
As we stand at the End of Time
And the Mercury Rises all the Time
To hold on to Belief as if the Royal Queen
Will save no-one from the Supreme
Life lived on Earth is the Key
When all Men stand together Free
From the LIES in Secret Minds
To see that Life is what really Binds
Together Man must Stand
Equal as One is what Life Demand
Equal as Life in Honor of each other
Men must live as Eternal Brothers
For those that Dare to Deny
Life with a Final Reply
And Refuse to take hand in hand
Will meet their Fate in the Sand
This has been the Eternal Plan
To Birth Life Here as Man
To in Trust of each other Be Free
And Never again be too Blind to See

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to walk through and as my feet as I’ve acted as a vampire ‘feeture’ wherein I sought after a meaning for self through the eyes of others in order to validate who I pretended to be through and as the energy of approval – instead of realizing how I took my feet for granted within mind possessions of self-interest and greed. Instead I ground myself as my feet as me as my physical body standing according to and as the Equality Equation.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to betray me, my physical body as I participated within the mind of thoughts wherein I manifested and created in dishonesty the world as it exists – instead I stop. I Breathe in and as awareness of me here as my feet, as my physical body as I direct me here according to and as the Principle of Equality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed others to ‘sweep me off my feet’ within a belief that I needed to be loved and nurtured through the idea and eyes of ‘love’ – instead I stand firm in support of and as All as One as Equal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that putting one foot in front of the other meant that I was being responsible when in fact, I was selfish and never living responsible and/or considering all life here. I stop. I breathe, I stand in support of an Equal Money System to bring about Heaven on Earth for and as All as One as Equal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ‘Toe the line’, wherein I conformed to the rules and standards of the current money system by using various means of getting attention, information, punishment, and/or recognition – Instead I stop. I breathe, I see in self-honesty and common sense the practical solution of Equality and Oneness for and as All.

I forgive myself for accepting myself to ‘Be out of step’ to and as All life, wherein I existed in polarities of right and wrong, thus allowing judgment to manifest consequences of seeking, wanting and desiring to have more money than others as the example of starvation, poverty and homelessness. I stop. I breathe and direct me here as my feet supporting me as my physical body according to what’s best for all.