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Day 137: Can’t Touch This

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize how I have depended upon and existed within and as expectations, wherein I expect others to validate me as being ‘important’ so that I will thus then have an experience of myself accordingly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have built up so much hope to have specific experiences of myself as ‘something more than’ who I perceive myself to be that when I don’t experience that which I expect, desire and/or wish to experience, I would then ‘feel’ a deep inner disappointment which felt like within my physical body, that I was carrying the weight of the world around within and as me, therefore, I commit myself to stop expecting, desiring and/or wishing to experience myself according to something and/or someone outside of myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize how within and as a character of/as my mind I have existed as a spectator of sorts, waiting to be fulfilled and how within that I have experienced myself within negative energy picture/thoughts of how I could have and should have been a better mother/wife/person, thus, I commit myself to stop existing as a character of/as my mind who acts as the role of a spectator within and as negative energy experiences, and to instead investigate who I am in self-honesty to practically walk the path of self-corrective application according to and in support of/for that which is best for All.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be and become a spectator and/or an observer of myself within my life where instead of participating and directing who I am as life, I have allowed me as my mind as consciousness to direct me to such a degree that I feel as if I have often become a spectacle of my own disappointment, thus I Stop. I see, realize and understand that through self-forgiveness I am able to gift to myself the courage and will to in self-honesty redesign and direct myself to change the inner me and thus change the outer me to walk in support of and as all as one as equal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize how living within and as expectations, I have built an invisible wall of resistance and suppression around myself where I have separated myself from myself as my physical body and from my physical reality wherein my physical expression has become one of ‘can’t touch this’, therefore, I commit myself to never stop walking this process of self-forgiveness because I see, realize and understand how one is able to change self to practically become a physical living expression of and as responsibility for and as all living beings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to physically experience nausea within and as a remembrance of some lost bliss that I only recognize according to a belief within and as my mind as something that I now see, realize and understand can never be reproduced as something physical, tangible and/or real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience episodes of extreme sadness within ‘feeling’ unfulfilled in realizing that most people care very little about how others experience themselves, thus I commit myself to stop feelings of sadness and unfulfillment, and to show how we each one have the ability to realize/be our own fulfillment within and without to thus stand equal to and one as All Life according to what’s best for All.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to chase after myself in time only never really seeing who I am within my own chase because that which I perceived to have seen in others has in fact been myself, as that which I have existed within and as, thus, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize how within my hope to receive fulfillment from others, what I failed to see in my disappointment is that it must be that way, because our reality is showing us that that which exists outside of ourselves cannot and will not fulfill us as who we are until we All stand together as Equals, thus I commit myself to continue walking our Desteni, always, through and as the ‘Principle of Equality

Occupy Wall Street is like Double Jeopardy

“People all over the country are up in arms about this. Our members are livid, and they’re hitting the streets. A rally organized by the New York Central Labor Council took place this afternoon on Wall Street near the New York Stock Exchange. That was followed by a more informal protest that began to take shape on Wall Street shortly after the financial markets closed. ‘There is no agenda, no leaders, no organizing group, nothing to endorse other than we’re not going to pay! We have everything we need to create a large, peaceful, loud demonstration,’ the e-mail read. The posting urged protestors to ‘take it to the heart of the financial district,’ by gathering near the famous Wall Street bull statue at 4 p.m. ET.”
That was from the newspaper article: ‘Bailout foes hold day of protests‘, dated 25 Sept. 2008.

The above article is just one example of the many yearly protests. Selling fear and anger is emotionally appealing. All one have to do is polarize people into points of right and wrong where we then allow emotional reactions to set systems of policy – which we then use, abuse and blame in shame and get pissed off with until we ‘occupy wallstreet’ once again, and/or we get arrested, and on and on and on we continue, looping the same point over and over with no real solution and, it’s all about money.

Protesting is like ‘Double Jeopardy’, where once one is found innocent one cannot be charged again for the same crime. With the history of human error it’s rather an insidious plan because there is no one amongst us who is innocent. We are All guilty for how our current abusive money system exists.

We will not change our current money system according to our reactions through fear, blame and shame which result in suppressed anger as well as acts of anger. If one is serious about change, then we must first stop ourselves which will bring us to the most simple solution for all of humanity. One that does not require protests as a manifested result of emotional feeling energy which is proven ineffective in bringing about a solution that is best for all.

Let’s stop pretending like we don’t see our point of self-responsibility here to all Life. We’re simply living a lie and one in which we’ve accepted ourselves to be and become.

The evidence is before us in how our world exists and in how we continue to feed off of and charge a money system through protests and thought patterns resulting in behaviors that change absolutely nothing and the energy simply fades until the next time. We fail to acknowledge that all life is worthy of food in order to provide for ourselves within our physical reality. We fail to take self-responsibility and self-accountability for accepting ourselves to exist through self-interest and greed and as such we allow starvation, war, poverty, rape , murder and homelessness to exist. That’s a fact that cannot be denied.

We see our world and we know we have to stop. The solution is Equal Money. Equal Money is simple, one man, one vote – the Solution that is Best for All

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