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If it had not been for the goodness of God, where would you be?

If it had not been for the goodness of God, where would you be? Some wouldn’t be alive today. Some would still be addicted. If it had not been for God’s favor some would still be struggling, barely making it.

What is goodness anyway? Goodness is the oppsite meaning of something we’ve given meaning to as being bad. Both are dependendent upon cultural/social differences and/or opinions and are the consequence and the result of our current money system of inequality to begin with.

Stop directing self according to a meaning of self as the mind of consciousness. Speak in self honesty and say it as it is – people are struggling because they can’t afford to feed and provide for themselves or their family. We give meaning to that as being bad and instead of directing self – we fear the meaning of the bad and avoid facing our own fear of survival. We look to feel good somewhere out there and overlook the fact that millions are starving to death simply because of a money system we’ve allowed – when there is a solution.

Behold the meaning within what self is accepting and allowing and direct self according to a practical living example/application which results in a solution of Equality for All of existence. Then we’ll see for ourself how in an Equal Money System – good/bad is irrelevant.

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I hate this world – The choice to stop and breathe

Every memory of myself involves fear of loss, and whether it was a fear of losing a parent, a relationship, a job or money, or fear of losing my mind, and the fear of losing my life – the starting point has always been that of fear, fear of facing myself. My whole childhood was that of reactions and fears and there was no way of knowing how to disable the charging up that was coming from within myself. It wasn’t long before I had suppressed and become the fears in which I participated in within my mind of repetitive thought patterns and emotions and feelings until there was nothing of me except memories. The strangest thing is how I began to justify and validate my fears as I manipulated myself into accepting and allowing the fear within my mind to continue to direct and control me.

So the tools of Desteni I Process has assisted me to release myself of numerous points of fear and self manipulation through applying self forgiveness and breathing. It’s an education for self that all can benefit from and it would have been amazing to have been taught the tools of Desteni as a child. Every moment of self is a process, so today, upon hearing of Gadhafi’s death, I became aware of fear that was coming up from inside me. I saw how my physical body stiffened in my shoulder and chest area and honestly, I wanted to attack. The energy seemed to swell within me and suddenly I realized that this was it, a moment of fear where I decide what I’m going to accept and allow myself to be. Was I going to give in to fear, anger and anxiety, (which was a point of fearing the future), or am I going to breathe through the energetic reaction. Because there’s always a choice for self to stop and breathe.

At that point, I wanted to cry and then I saw disappointment and judgment and I began to look at how the emotion and anger was building itself according to four words: ‘I hate this world’.

I chose to stop and breathe and stand within and as the fear and see for myself what it is that I haven‘t dealt with because fear only hides what I’m accepting and allowing myself to be.

In that moment of breathing it’s as if everything stopped and I saw how within those words I was existing in polarity to the point of feeling sick, sick at what I was seeing done to another human being – the physical sick feeling reminded me of the power of the mind of consciousness and was nothing more than a coping mechanism – it is not who I really am. It’s truly amazing how in that moment the fear, anger and anxiety was gone.

My physical body assists me and when I stop and breathe I am able to direct me as my mind as my physical body. Our process on earth is not an easy one, however through self forgiveness and self honesty we have the power and the responsibility to stand and direct ourselves to stop. Moment by moment let’s get this done and be a living example of equality so that all may exist here in dignity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that there is ever a valid reason to allow the experience of fear to manipulate and control me. I stop. I breathe and direct me here as living according to that which is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I am not able to
change. I stop. I breathe and accept and allow myself to be the change required to stop fear and suffering as atrocity and stand in support of and as all as one as equal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use fear as a coping mechanism to not face me and my responsibility in how our world exist. I stop. I breathe and direct me here according to a principle of equality that I may assist and support all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my own fear. I stop and breathe. I accept and allow myself to forgive myself and stand responsible and accountable for and as all as one as equal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create from a starting point of fear of loss instead of realizing that my creation is equal and one as me and thus I cannot lose my creation because my creation is me. I accept and support myself to stand according to ‘what’s best for self is best for all’.

Whining about how ‘somebody done somebody wrong song’ ends – With Equal Money


‘The Design of the Whiner’ is effective assistance to hear for one to spot one’s fears. Before applying the Desteni Material, ‘whiner’ was how I existed, as I constantly emerged myself in conspiracy and drama. I could spot a whiner a mile away according to how they nagged on about current events through ‘Verbal Diarrhea’ , you know, how we look for excuses and reasons for not doing something. Even when the tools, the support, the assistance and the methods are there in order for us to do that something/action for self. It’s where one doesn’t want to take the action in doing because of ‘fear’.

So I had pretty much given up on this world and everyone in it but, in self-honesty I began to see how I had given up on myself. I bitched about how our world exists with anyone who pretended to listen and never questioned what the real solution for our world is in considering what is best for all.

Applying the tools of Desteni assists one to begin to become aware of and question the fears of self and one begins to see how fear has been the motivating mind patterns of the life of self. It becomes easier to correct one’s talk and begin accumulating the walk of self as life living according to ‘principle’ and to question what principles we are living according to.

According to Wiki: A principle is a law or rule that has to be, or usually is to be followed, or can be desirably followed, or is an inevitable consequence of something, such as the laws observed in nature or the way that a system is constructed. The principles of such a system are understood by its users as the essential characteristics of the system, or reflecting system’s designed purpose, and the effective operation or use of which would be impossible if any one of the principles was to be ignored.

Come on, nothing here is how it has to be. How are world exists according to profit and greed where corporations and money are God, is so because we are dumbed down and we accept and allow it.

There are shit loads of stuff that we refer to as principles, for example: The Principle of Learning, Principle of Causality, Principle of Identity, Principle of Contradiction, Principle of Teaching, Principle of Management, Principle of Organization and of course the Principle of Fear and Money

All of which have distinctive ruling opinions which are enforced through and as the Principle of Money. Money being the ‘scarce’ resource that influence the human ‘fear of survival’. We are controlled and consumed by our experiences which ultimately support the rich to get richer and the rest can remain in hell.

It’s a process of self-honesty we as Destonians are walking and one that requires us to stop, breath, forgive ourself and realize that what is best for self is best for all. The one and only Principle that makes perfect sense and will bring an end to individual ‘fear of survival is the Principle of Equality.

Whining about how,’somebody done somebody wrong song’ ends – With Equal Money… Can you imagine? You, Me, Us, All, Everyone – we will all be able to provide for ourselves a home, food, clean water, transportation, an Education, clean clothes and Healthcare. Hell on Earth will then be over.

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The definition of a moment is…

“What happened to the moment? Does anyone in this world understand the application of the moment, what a moment is – a moment is not able to be defined by anything here in this reality – a moment as who I am. I am the moment. The definition of a moment, is indicated by every breath” – – Osho through the interdimensio­nal portal

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Redefining Self as Responsibility

Allocation point of self within word ‘responsibility’
The word responsibility has represented emotions of something being demanded of me. A point of abdication and/or lack of trust in self – where I’ve compromised myself by acting as impulsive energies as a way of being ‘socially’ able to provide money for myself within this world. Where every perceived ‘right’ I thought I had I saw was subject to obligation. Where I then felt forced to succomb to becoming what was expected of me in order to ‘get the job done’, to ‘earn a living’ according to our current money systsem.

System definition of the word ‘responsibility’
Dictionary (Visuwords):
“a form of trustworthiness; the trait of being answerable to someone for something”

*an appropriate definition in seeing my allocation point in how I have defined myself according to responsibility

Sounding of the word:
re – ‘sponsibility’ -> re – ‘spontaneity’

Definition of spontaneity is impulsive movement and/or actions

The sound of the word re-sponsibility represents for me how I have existed as and lived responsibility defined according to an accepted impulsive energetic movement of self linked to an allowed definition of self as spontaneity and/or moments of energy seeking approval of self.

I existed within expectations of receiving a ‘reward’ if I am ‘acting’ responsible and where I constructed a system definition – self defined, depended upon and subject to energetic reactions/impulses and/or approval from others through impulsive actions of self as a way of comparing myself to others and/or attempting to be ‘seen’ as being ‘responsible’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realize myself as ‘spontaneity’ through practically living within a self-honest expression of myself.

Polarity point of responsibility as self – I Forgive – I Delete

The polarity point within my definition of self as ‘responsibility’, has been according to ‘responsibility’ as being a ‘good thing’. A positive cannot exist without a negative which makes perfect sense. Because, I was never able to sustain myself as ‘responsibility’ because there was no living example of myself as having lived self-trust as me as living and directing myself as being self-accountable and self-responsible for how and what I accept and allow to exist within our world. I survived subject to feelings and emotional whims of myself and others and I accepted and allowed myself to be dependent upon another for emotional and financial support. I adjusted my behavior where I put the responsibility of myself and how I wanted to experience myself in this world onto others. Thus abdicating myself from taking responsibility for how our world exists.

Expectations of ‘feeling good’ was a pre-requisite of being ‘responsible’, which is also an application of knowledge and information and a method of further suppressing myself into ‘feeling’ bad about myself through inferiority/superiority equations of comparison and fear of facing me within how and what I have accepted and allowed through my participation in and as thoughts. feelings and emotionally charged energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within polarity points of good/bad, inferiority/superiority equations of comparison and emotionally charged energy experiences. I stop. I breathe – I delete the pattern of me as I now am aware of it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to depend on and believe that others can give me a purpose and/or reason for how I was accepting and allowing myself to exist here according to a definition of myself through knowledge and information of how a responsible human being is ‘suppose’ to act, if one is being ‘responsible’. I stop. I breathe – I delete the pattern of me as I now am aware of it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect to ‘feel good’ in order to believe myself as responsible for how I exist within and as and how I and others experience ourself here. I stop. I breathe – I delete the pattern of me as I now am aware of it.

Redefining self as responsibility

I am aware that I am No longer willing to accept feelings and/or emotions as a point of who I am willing myself to be as responsibility. In self-honesty, I see the practical indications of how I am equally responsible for my how my actions lived in self-interest and dishonesty have allowed our world to exist as it is. I stop. I breathe – I delete the pattern as I am now aware of it. I walk self-corrective application of me in self-honesty as self-responsibility to and as all as one as equal.

I redefine responsibility as self-responsibility as an expression of me as the moment as the breath within and as the certainty of self trust and self honesty as all as one as equal as who I am.

I empower myself in seeing that I am willing and able to stand up within self-responsibility and apply myself as responsible in every life circumstance according to the principle of breath within and as the principle of equality.

I stop what I have accepted and allowed within myself according to a defined experience of myself and others experiences of themselves within this world. I direct me as this world as all as one as equal.

I breathe, I accept myself as responsibility so that the manifested expression of who we are as self-honesty as all as one as equal may step forth as the experience of ourselves here.

I am here, I accept myself as responsibility to stop the mind, to live and apply myself through practical self-corrective application in realizing that each one is responsible for how our world exists through our participation in and as the mind of thoughts, feelings and emotions according to what we have accepted and allowed ourself to be. I do not accept nor allow myself or anyone else as anything less than who we are, as all as one as equal.

I stand as the re-definition of myself as self-responsibility for and as all as one as equal for all of eternity.