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Detox through Self-Forgiveness

silky blue watersI forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that happy, sad and joyful and/or remorseful is a true state of being in order to influence myself and others as being divine and/or sinful according to an experience of myself within and as the physical wherein I manipulated and constructed alternate views of myself as I became possessed and obsessed with wanting and seeking more until I manifested and created abuse towards myself and others as I played the deadly game of polarity. I stop. I breathe. I stand here before myself in self-honesty and bare myself for me to see who and what I have become and I strengthen myself according to the principle of equality so that all life here may not continue to manifest and construct abuse, but instead see the part of themselves within and as all of existence.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist within a self defined category of self hatred and self regret according to and as a self destructive nature wherein I accepted and allowed myself to be and become blame and shame within anger and sorrow and within that destroyed the nature of life for myself and generations to come just like my mom and dad, and their mom and dad as we continued to destroy life according to and as the direction of our mind. I stop the cycle of abuse.  I breathe. I direct myself for and as all life here according to the principle of equality where I accept and allow all life a world lived in self-honesty here within and as the physical purified as all as one as equal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to always want, need and desire to be right according to some divine wisdom and/or insight as knowledge and information that I believed I had, which I never did have, but was only existing as according to and as the direction of my mind in which I willingly participated.  Instead I direct me here in self-honesty as the breath of life in this moment having no predetermination and/or ideas or preconceived wisdom except to will myself here as all as one as equal as I stand in support of an Equal Money System as a beginning solution for all to live side by side in dignity.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to doubt and fear myself as not being life worthy wherein I remain silent yet within that I still want and desire attention from others as if I’m some sort of fallen rock star that never was, as I hated myself for the very desires  that I long ago accepted and allowed and acted as for so long until I became them.   I stop. I breathe. I let resistance go as who I have been.  I stand within and as self-honesty and accept and allow myself to become life birthed here within and as the physical as all as one as Equal.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to take all life for granted as I abused myself mentally as I participated in thoughts and became an abomination to and as creation wherein I didn’t realize how I was creating brutality and terror that exists within and as this world where innocent children are suffering daily. Instead I stand and direct myself according to and as the principle of equality wherein I support an Equal Money System accepting and allowing all life to exist in dignity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse myself according to and as the direction of my mind as thoughts to such a degree that I didn’t even recognize who I was or how I was becoming amidst the clutter of feelings and emotions swelling inside me as desires of my flesh would beg for attention wherein I lost all senses of myself and what is real here within and as this physical reality. I stop. I breathe. I accept and allow me completely to face me here standing as all as one as equal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel sorry for myself wherein I believed that I am not capable and allowed myself to struggle according to the direction of my mind within an idea of who I am and/or was wherein I have been selfish and unforgiving of myself and all life as I directed myself in spite towards myself and others. I stop. I breathe. I  accept and allow myself to be and become worthy of and as all as one as equal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to pretend to be strong when really I wanted to crawl away and hide wherein I judged myself as being inadequate and ineffective according to an experience of myself when I was a child in which I predetermined who I would be and how I would act and in the process became the very definition of misery. Instead I direct me here according to and as oneness and equality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall in love with faith and hope wherein I didn’t know what self-responsibility really meant because I remained lost in dreams of a better day and a better energetic experience of myself as I existed in selfish pride and ego as I manifested heartache and greed upon myself and others. I stop. I breathe. I stand before myself and face myself in self-honesty as I support an Equal Money System for and as all as one as equal.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to abdicate myself from life according to how I defined myself within the words faith and hope that a higher being was going to come here and sort me and this world out with a solution separate from myself and all wherein I would then bow and kneel at their disposal.  Instead I stand and take self-responsibility for myself and all life in realising that the solution to all and everything here is based on the equality equation wherein all life is determined according to and as all as one as equal.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I am not life worthy and/or that my light does not shine bright enough and equal to others wherein I have forsaken myself and others according to the desires of and as the direction of my mind. Instead I stand and realise that I am life worthy according to and as the principle of equality as I stand in support of an Equal Money System.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in a holy place in the sky where I would go when I died because I was saved according to my belief in a God and/or Jesus who I believed died on the cross for my sins and  because I believed in it for and as selfish reasons I then believed that I was washed in the blood of Jesus.  Instead I stand and direct me here according to and as the principle of equality within an understanding that all living beings are sacred and deserve to live a life in dignity.  I direct myself within and as my physical body as I stand in support of an Equal Money System for all life to live heaven on earth for real.

 

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We watched a movie tonight named ‘Stone’. The movie begins 30 years before with the opening line, “You keep my soul in a dungeon” and follows it up immediately with “I’m leaving”, which is said by a woman to her husband.  The husband then goes upstairs and picks up their 3 year old sleeping daughter and holds her out the window as he threatens the wife that he’ll drop her unless the wife agrees to stay.  The wife agrees.  Then the movie begins present day set against the quiet desperation of an economically ravaged community where the husband is a parole officer at a maximum security prison. He is about to retire but he is asked to review the case of  “Stone”, in prison for covering up the murder of his grandparents with a fire.

The movie was almost more than I could stand to sit through and the worst of it was, it is the classic tale within which humanity exists  as.  I experienced myself realizing how close I came to becoming similar to the characters in the movie. Not for the same reasons as the characters in the movie – but that doesn’t matter because the dark impulses of suppression and mind control are all the same.
The faith-based paranoia stoking ‘mind consciousness system’ programming within the movie is easy to see.  The teaching and verses that are heard throughout the movie are straight from the words of the Bible. The main characters are Catholic and shown every evening drinking booze and smoking cigarettes as they sit listening to a radio station with the teachings of the bible as they are each buried silently occupied within their own mind. They rarely speak to each other while they sit and listen to the teachings over and over.

I remember myself sitting in a church pew listening to preachers as they preached the same message of sin and redemption and of asking god to forgive you. It is now clear as day how evil the whole message is.  When I use to ask ‘God’ to forgive me, I can see now that that was my way of not facing myself within the lies that I had accepted and allowed myself to be and become.  I used forgiveness as a backdoor within an illusion of myself within how I wanted to experience myself and who I wanted to become – how I wanted others to see me within a personality design which had no purpose except that of ego which supports control systems that support this world and the atrocities that are here.  I was scared and lonely so I followed others leads straight into my own hell lost within my mind.  Within that I become the one that was forsaken for I had forsaken myself and abdicated myself from all life here.  Never once during all the times I went to church did I consider self-honesty because I was to busy existing in self-judgment and fear. The depths of suppression when we forsake ourselves is equivalent to going and gathering wood for our own cross and nailing ourself  to it.

 

It’s easy to see how belief systems continue to support the Current Money System because the insanity of mind control that we won’t see keep us stuck in our minds.  There is no doubt that the real message of Jesus was one of ‘Equality’.  But we have taken his message and contaminated it as we continue to carry our own crosses.  Whoever believes in a God might as well get it over with,  grab a hammer and start nailing yourself to your cross.  Because if you believe in a god and/or you do not support an “Equal Money System”, you are of no assistance for life here on this planet.

 

There is One Solution for life here and that is an “Equal Money System” – so we can sort out the depths of our ‘criminally insane belief systems’.  An “Equal Money System”will provide for us All to have the basic requirements to live so we can face ourself within self-forgiveness and self-honesty – we’re gonna need it to stop the insanity.

 

Support an Equal Money System – or – Grab a Hammer and Nails