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Forgiving myself the victim through Desteni I Process


I shared most of my day yesterday with my 10 month old granddaughter who is just beginning to take her first steps toward walking.  I then completed my 4th mind construct in the Self-development and Leadership course that I’m taking through Desteni I Process/SRA 2.  This particular assignment was in regards to my ‘lack of relationship with my son’.

To combine these two specific moments of my day was significant because to share with a 10 month old, her first steps in walking and standing on her own two feet – her beginning moment where her physical body, her toes and feet, her legs, her arms, her torso, everything about her physical self is teaching herself to walk.  She knows nothing more than to be here within and as her physical body as she balances and moves herself.  There are no existing thoughts yet of falling and/or hurting herself, or thoughts and emotions as to whether or not she’ll be able to afford for herself a stylish pair of shoes one day, nor is their yet the fear of not having money to provide food, shelter and clothes for herself. 

I see how as a child, I began similar as her.  I walked. I began as most of us to grow up where I learned, copied, accepted, worshipped a God, and feared for my survival because of lack of money and replaced myself as my physical body with thoughts and emotional feelings according to accepted beliefs about God, love, sex, money, power, greed and/or ego. I was directed according to and as my mind as a system of consciousness where I manipulated and justified myself through blaming others according to the direction of my mind. As such I sought to validate myself in deception. 
As I began to learn to talk, think, associate definitions with and as pictures within my mind, I became carbon copies and personalities through patterns and impulses as well as with the assistance from my DNA.  I created belief after belief according to the direction of and as my mind through knowledge and information that I had never even lived.

Only when I felt physical pain did I acknowledge my physical body because I feared the pain instead of asking myself what my physical body was expressing for me to become aware of.  I can only ever remember me as a pattern of self-victimization – where I walked the same mind construct that I began as a child and I have walked it unto here, as who I have become.

Within my relationship with my son, I continued the same pattern that I began towards my father as well as my ex-husbands.  And, similar to every male and/or female relationship that I’ve ever experienced and there are plenty more for me to forgive and release. 

I didn’t question the manipulation of my mind that I was accepting and allowing like the prompts to uploading a new program to our computer. I trusted my mind – instead of me walking as myself in self-honesty unto an understanding according to and as my physical body breathing, walking and, trusting me as my physical body – just as a child who’s beginning to walk.  

Desteni I Process assists me to release and redesign the patterns and through self-corrective application – how to bring everything here, back to self.  To Stand up within and as self-trust, self-responsibility and self-support, for and as all as one as Equal. 


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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as a mind system where I believed myself to be a mind system wherein I allowed myself to be programmed as a mind system  -  I stop, I breathe.  Instead I walk as the  expression of life as who I am as the living word within the expression of and as all as one as equal.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize that exerting anger onto someone or something separate from me is a statement of blame -  instead I direct me within and as self-honesty as I stand according to and as the Principle of Equality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as the ego/mind within defining the word hypocrisy according to what I believed it to be through knowledge and/or information where I then projected myself onto others and manipulated myself into believing that they were existing as such, when in fact it was me acting and being directed according to and as a mind consciousness system of and as ego/mind and spite.  I stop, I breathe.  When and as I see myself defining and/or participating as a victim through manipulation and/or through blaming – I Stop – I Breath, I direct me here in self-honesty in becoming self-responsible for myself and I stand within and as the principle of equality.   

When and as I see myself existing in self-victimization and self-manipulation through justifications and projections of blame/betrayal towards others as myself – I Stop. I Breathe. I no longer accept or allow myself to participate. I remain stable here in self-honesty as I stand in support of an Equal Money System. so that all may live their life in dignity as all as one as Equal.

Why do we want people we don’t like to like us?

I’m seeing how our survival instinct is triggered in various cycles and patterns through our senses.  Sight, touch, hearing and smell through words and symbols.  Every single cell in our physical body is aware.  When we participate through and as impulse patterns of thoughts, and/or emotions and feelings, we then act as such accordingly.  One specific pattern with regards to our fear of survival that I’m going to refer to here, is where, we want people we don’t like, to like us and, we’ll easily become agreeable and give a big smile to remain liked and/or to avoid conflict within a group. We’re programmed to live within social bubbles where we’re impulsed within a certain survival code so to speak. Where we exist and maintain our survival skills and our perceived ideas and beliefs that we are existing within free will.

Like-ability is an immensely powerful asset in civil society.  Salesmen, politicians and, wall street traders, trade on their like-ability all the time and, in return it provides for them an income, a means to survive within our current abusive money system.  The problem is,  this keeps us locked into and as a specific mind construct, giving us a false sense of self.  Where we continue to be manipulated as we self-justify our continued support of a corrupt and bogus money system.  Where seeing the practical common sense of an Equal Money System is difficult to comprehend.  Thus, self-trust, self-responsibility, self-accountability and self-honesty to self cannot exist.  A practical sense of direction of and as self as all as one as equal, is unheard of according to the direction of and as our minds in which we’ve existed as – as consciousness systems.  In self-honesty and common sense, we’re able to see how we want people we don’t like, to like us because ultimately – how and what we perceive of ourself as not liking in them, is actually our own reflection and/or our dislike of self – projecting the part of us we’ve simply not taken responsibility for. Notice how people who will not challenge you in your dishonesty are the ones you like. But, if your dishonesty and/or your opinion is challenged, you won’t like them. Challenges for the mind as a consciousness system goes against our very programming. It’s quite fascinating to see this for yourself.

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Deleting fear of authority and/or God

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in an existence of a God wherein I project myself as inferior and helpless and have held myself captive within my mind in hopelessness in fear of taking self-responsibility where I hid behind a belief in a God so as to not take self-responsibility for what I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as because I believed that Jesus died for my sins – I Stop. I Breathe, and I direct myself here as I stand in support of and as all life here according to and as all as one as equal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from myself and others within a polarity point of inferiority/superiority according to the illusion of a God where I manifested a polarity equation within my mind as inferiority in believing in a superior source, that being a God, wherein I have played the game of inferiority and superiority in relationships through and as hope, trust and faith – I Stop. I Breathe. I direct myself equal and one to and as all life here according to the Principle of Equality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be influenced by my mind’s protection mechanism where I experienced myself as getting my feelings hurt through a pattern of resisting authority – instead I see how the mind will time loop within a pattern when accepted and allowed, and I know where this pattern leads which is an endless cycle of self-interest and/or self-abuse of which I Stop.  I breathe and I direct myself here focusing only on my process and according to what’s best for all as I proceed in self-corrective application so as to assist others in bringing forth a world which is built on equality where all life may live in dignity.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to blame others for my sorrows and/or experiences of myself within a pattern of self-interest and self-defeat hiding behind a belief that I am incapable of taking care of myself instead of seeing in self-honesty that I am that which I fear. I stop. I breathe as I direct myself here as my mind as I stand capable and stable within and as and in support of all life here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny myself in self-honesty according to what I perceive through my mind as seeing another as being wrong and/or unfair – instead I stop, I realize that what I perceive to see in another is in fact what is existing within me and is me existing in separation from myself and all life here. I Breathe as I focus and direct myself through and as self-corrective application according to and as all as one as Equal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that I am inferior and helpless where I have placed all that I am and have accepted and allowed myself to be and become in the hands of another separate from me as I existed in hope, trust and faith in a God in believing that I will be taken care of -  Instead I stop. I breathe within and as an understanding that I am quite capable of directing myself as my mind in self-honesty according to and as all as one as Equal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget the very nature of consciousness which I’ve existed as within denial, fear, self-interest and self-abuse in how I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed according to and as a mind consciousness system of enslavement – I stop. I breathe as I stand as unconditional stable support within and as all life as all as one as Equal.


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Desteni I Process: Birth Your Self-Honesty

I spent most of my life believing that most people are honest. Then my experience with others proved my belief wrong, so then, I trusted no one.  I found myself at a point of depression asking the question, is there honesty in anyone’s word?  Sometimes people think honesty is ‘the telling of the truth’, but that’s not completely true. Because even if it includes telling the truth, it’s really more than that because we rely on our idea’s and definitions in which we’ve been given and then have accepted and allowed ourselves to become, according to our culture in how, when and where we were born and raised.  

People say the word honesty implies ‘to be a good person’, but I have personally witnessed that which appears as good on the surface to be creating the worst of evils.  All of which are merely points of our self accepted nature as we exist in polarity.  Clearly we can see that the word ‘honesty’, is a signature statement belonging to the current money system of our world, where we exist of and as CONsciousness – it’s time to stop, because, we’re malfunctioning. 

I’m finally proving for myself, that I can only trust myself in Self-Honesty and how could I trust another when I was never trustworthy of all life. In self-honesty I can stand up in self-responsibility for how I have existed. Self-Honesty means that I must ask myself how, why and what am I defining myself as according to the words I speak and exist as through the physical actions of who I am in every moment of breath.  Am I asking questions of my world that are according to what’s best for me, or what’s best for all? Am I moving myself in and as a self-directive principle according to the Equality Equation of all living beings here?

We all exist as Mind Consciousness Systems, and we have twisted ourselves in and as ego and self-interest.  As such, we’ve defined ourselves according to definitions which are memories of and as experiences we’ve held onto as thoughts, emotions and feeling = participating within and as the direction according to our mind.  Thus, we cannot be trusted with life, because our starting point began in self-interest/dishonesty and end in time.

Self-Honesty accepts nothing less than what is Best For All = ‘The Principle of Equality’.  All else is irrelevant.  As we follow the Equality Equation of and as   All as One as Equal = Self-Honesty is who we will become and where Self-trust exists.  I have tested this for myself applying the tools offered through the        ‘Desteni I Process’.  I stopped taking 12 highly addicting prescription  medicines that I had been taking daily for 10 years, as well as nicotine and weed addiction, impulsive gambling addiction and for the first time in years,   all depression is stopped! It was simple, I made the decision, I applied the tools, and I am still assisting myself daily with ‘Desteni I Process’. 

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Willful Slaves Stop–Unite With Equal Money

If you require words of someone famous to convince you of the trouble our world is in with regards to our current monetary system. Then please, read and understand them.  There have been many throughout history who have quoted facts, but none with real solutions.  The last quote by Bernard Poolman ,and the video attached provide a real solution for all.  Educate yourself, if you will, because you will discover for yourself how deep the corruption is within our current money system, and you will be shocked when you realize what we’ve all accepted and allowed. 

Stopping our ego and greed will end our own slavery.  Imagine that for real.  Will you investigate Equal Money, and Stand Up with Us as One Vote for an Equal Money System?  Will you cast aside your ego and greed and stand with the many and bring about the end to our current money system?  Will you assist in bringing an end to our/your own slavery? 

“I believe that banking institutions are more dangerous to our liberties than standing armies. Already they have raised up a moneyed aristocracy that has set the Governments at defiance. The issuing power should be taken from the banks and restored to the people to whom it properly belongs.”
– Thomas Jefferson (1743 – 1826)

“We have stricken the (slave) shackles from four million human beings and brought all laborers to a common level not so much by the elevation of former slaves as by practically reducing the whole working population, white and black, to a condition of serfdom. While boasting of our noble deeds, we are careful to conceal the ugly fact that by an iniquitous money system we have nationalized a system of oppression which, though more refined, is not less cruel than the old system of chattel slavery.”
– Horace Greeley – (1811-1872)

“It is well enough that people of the nations do not understand our banking and monetary system, for if they did, I believe there would be a revolution before tomorrow morning.”
– Henry Ford (1863 – 1947)

"There will be tough changes for the wealthy and the rich because you never considered those that suffered while you were in a better position. Fortunately there’s no revenge. You’ll be in an Equal position as best for all, but you will not be in a better position. Investigate Equal Money. Make sure you don’t jump to conclusions and that you understand what we are really saying and what we are implying. There is no point to accumulate money that is based on debt – because all debt will end with an Equal Money System." – Bernard Poolman

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