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Day 292: Alone we can do so little; together we can do so much

Born in Middle Class America, my story isn’t special. Meaning, how I experienced myself growing up could be your story, or anyone’s story for that matter. Let me explain.

I was in second grade, around 7 or 8 when I first become aware of the variety of masks that people wear as their making some sort of a connection when they’re beginning a relationship with each other. I recall having strong emotional fears with regards to deciding which mask or character / personality to become even though I understood that it all depended upon the situation and the people and how I wanted to experience and express myself when being around them.

Bottom line, I was scared. Scared to get too close to anyone, because already by the time I was 7, I understood that people don’t stay, they leave. They go their own way for whatever reason and from the very beginning, I didn’t like subjecting myself to the emotional pain that inevitably happened when a relationship stopped / ended. It’s no surprise then that I can relate so much to the following quote:

“I find people around me are all making some kind of connection, like friendship or romance. But human bonds always lead to messy complications. Commitment. Sharing. Driving people to the airport. Besides, if I let someone get that close, they’d see who I really am and I can’t let that happen. So, time to put on my mask.” Dexter Morgan (Character) from the Showtime series: Dexter

I accepted early on in my life that what was going on within my mind with regards to my thoughts and my feelings and emotions within a fear of loss at the prospect of being rejected wasn’t worth giving my whole self to.  Because being rejected felt like losing a part of myself.  And so as I participated within and as ALL that,,, I withdrew into my own little world within and as my mind where I believed the lies that I told myself – which was that I didn’t want or need anyone to be happy, yet I was anything but happy.

So during my first couple of years in elementary school I remember spending a lot of time watching and observing other kids in my class. I envied the kids who would become the teachers favorite, and every day during recess I remember watching as the kids in my class ran around having fun together playing.   I remember wondering why I felt so alone and lonely inside myself and as I watched them go about their business, I experienced quite a bit of negative emotions and insecurity within and towards myself.  Inside my head, I was having thoughts / backchat,  asking myself what is wrong with me that I can’t seem to make the kind of connections with others that I see them making amongst themselves…

Almost in-spite of myself, by the time I reached middle school, I had established a few close friendships / relationships, both male and female. But even then, something within me in how I experienced myself within my relationships was off in that I felt like I never completely fit in with the relationship.  It was like I watched myself put on a mask, and depending upon who I was with, I would become some sort of character / personality, and in doing so, within my mind I began to blame and spite and resent others for how I was experiencing myself and I felt emotionally defeated.

I realize now that how I experienced myself back then and how I experience myself now with regards to my relationships with others, both individual or within a group, whether personal or business – had / has nothing to do with anyone else but me. Meaning, I am responsible for what goes on within me at all times and the same goes for what’s going on within and as my outer world / reality, because our outer world is a reflection of what we’re accepting and allowing to exist within us.

Therefore,  it’s important that I Stand Committed and walk this point through, breathing through the resistance in order to become stable and supportive within and as the Desteni Group , which is and has always been quite a pilar of support for me.  This I am currently walking the corrective application for,  but clearly,  my early experience into society as a child has influenced every relationship I’ve had…

 

Investigating the point now, I see how when I was a kid,  one of the things that would have assisted me greatly, would have been if someone – like my parents, or a teacher – would have been able to offer me support and guidance for what was going on within and as my mind, as thoughts and pictures, and the feelings and emotions and the fear!  That would have made a world of difference for me when I was growing up.

 

And I mean, it’s only been through walking the lessons in Desteni I Process Pro and applying the tools that the course provides that I’ve been able to understand for myself the goings on within and as my mind.  And more than ever, I see how important it is that we walk this life together supporting each other with a partner as well as walking within and as a Group.

changing the world together with dipThe Group should be supportive of ALL Life, because let’s be serious, there is NO WAY that one person will ever be able to bring about the kind of change that this world and everyone in it so desperately seek.

The kind of change that is required to our monetary system as well as All the world systems.

And unless we stand together as a Group and support the kind of freedom where the Foundation of Life on Earth begins with making All worldly decisions based upon and according to what’s best for all. That’s the only way that we can ensure that money is no longer God and thus no longer the thorn in everyone’s side and then, when we stop stressing out over NOT having food, or water and a home and clothes and an education – when All that mess and stress ends we’re going to be shocked at how just that point alone will completely change the relationships we have with each other and the relationship we have with others within our world.

If one look at the history of man and how our relationships with one another are by way of our thoughts and feelings and our emotions – we can then see how participating in them keeps us from being able to be objective. And when we’re not being objective then we fall into the realm of subjectivity – which means our decision making is personal, and subject to the influence of opinions by way of beliefs and thoughts and feelings and even subject to how we’re experiencing ourself at any given moment. And come on, at this point the decisions made in this world is also made based upon ego and greed, profit and the fear of survival!

I mean, there’s a lot going on within our mind that we cannot accept and allow when making life and death decisions with regards to how our current monetary / world systems operate / function.

And, until we can understand our own minds – like how and why we think and react like we do – because what I’ve learned through walking the Desteni I Process course is that I can direct who I am as my mind and in doing so I am able to take responsibility for myself and for what and how I’ve accepted and allowed Life on Earth to be lived as.

It’s Time to Question Our Reality, and come together as a Group to agree on a money system that will support Everyone… If we can’t do that, then we’ll have to continue to suffer because Hell on Earth is just getting started.

Time to forgive ourselves and each other, and make the most important decision we’ll ever make, not in the name of ouself but in the name of and for the future of how Life itself will be experienced as dignified here on Earth.

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Day 287: Stuttering: LifeStyle Experiment Report

This is to share the results of an intervention of sorts that involved my daughter and I assisting and supporting her son / my 11 year old grandson with stuttering and how it affected his lifestyle, his life.  At the time he was struggling terribly with the fear of having to stand in front of his entire class and speak as part of a graded assignment because he was afraid he’d start stuttering in front of everyone.

stutteringMy daughter and I spoke frequently about solutions that might assist him, like speech therapy for instance – which he did get.  Speech therapy is designed to teach specific skills or behaviors that will lead to improved oral communication.

But, there was still a problem because when he experienced what he perceived within his mind to be a stressful situation, he didn’t have the tools to handle himself and so instead of saying what he wanted to say, stuttering would overcome him and disable him from being able to continue.  And, when that happened, he would kind of shut down inside himself,  and so practicing his communication skills was greatly limited.

So it was a little over a year ago when my oldest daughter and I were looking together for a solution for when such moments would overcome him when I realized that with what I’m learning through the Desteni I Process Pro Course  or even in DIP Lite – that if he applied even just one of the many tools that the courses offer, that maybe he’d be able to assist himself when the stress or anxiety and fear come up and stop stuttering all together.

And so my daughter assisted him daily to apply himself,  and it’s important to understand that we kept it simple in how we suggested to him that when he see himself become anxious, or when the stutter begins, that he take that moment to first breathe, and pay close attention to what his thoughts are when the anxiety / ot stuttering begins.  In the beginning the process was like taking baby steps, but then we saw how over time and as he got better at looking at and identifying his thoughts, that’s when we began to hear him peak without stress or stuttering and within that he began to develop self-trust.

It’s fascinating how becoming aware of one’s thoughts and stopping them, that one can control and even Change who they are, and in this case, bring an end to stuttering, because here it is a year later, and I haven’t heard him stutter in months.   And when and if he finds himself in a moment of stress and / or stuttering begins, it’s nice to know that he has a tool that he recognizes will assist him to be able to stop and then speak clearly.

Can you imagine what it would have been like or would be like if as a child you’re given these wonderful tools that help you to understand all the thoughts and the feelings and All the emotional stresses that exist within and as our mind?

It would of made quite a difference for me because if I could have understood how and why I was having all kinds of emotional turmoil within and as my mind,  I would of been more receptive with regards to my education process for one thing and more considerate of others,  because if we’re spending less time participating in our fears within and as our mind then we’re able to make time to nurture our relationships with others, our reality and what’s going on within and as our world.

So we’ve got to make it a priority to blog, to write out what’s going on within us,  and to get to a point where we are able to assist our children in stopping who and what we’ve accepted and allowed ourselves to be as our mind,  and doing so will make all the difference in the world for All of US.

And, let’s be honest, most of us have no clue what to do with all the chatter / backchat and fears that exist within us as our mind.  Until one day we realize how stuck we are in our very own secret mind world, and within that comes all sorts of unwanted patterns / behaviors.

So there is no doubt about it, if we can understand why and how thoughts and feelings and emotions come up within us that cause all sorts of reactions and conflict, then we can forgive them, release / stop them, and re-design who we are free from fear and self-limitation. And I mean, as we change our relationship with ourself to one where we take responsibility for who we are as our mind and begin to direct ourself in self-honesty, then we can begin to change our relationships with others and then maybe we can change Life on Earth to a place where living is about giving – instead of life being the struggle that it is to survive.

FYI: Please understand that the results shared here will vary from person to person, and that there are many tools that are offered through Desteni I Process courses that will further assist one in the process of stopping a habit / pattern / construct that exists within and as our mind – like for example, stuttering.

Also understand that there is much to consider with regards to understanding what goes on within and as the mind consciousness system and stuttering.  Please direct your questions about stuttering to the Desteni Forum. Thanks!

Oh and my grandson is now applying a similar process to help himself to stop biting his nails. I will share the results as they’re available.

 

“When you’re setting out to change something about yourself it’s not going to happen magically on it’s own – you have to be the driving force behind it. Changing a pattern of behaviour or a thought pattern requires that you actually do the new behaviour that you want to live and stop the old behaviour. This concept of fake it till you become it is exactly it – you have to practice and push yourself to do things and behave in ways that are outside your comfort zone and that may seem scary.
The first important thing you must make sure of is that that fear of “what if (I do it badly, it ends up being the wrong choice, I can’t do it…)” doesn’t stop you. Obviously changing yourself is going to need practice, so you won’t get it perfect the first (or second, or third, or even hundredth) time – but you have to keep practicing until you become the new pattern that you feel will benefit, the pattern that you actually want to live in your life.” Cerise Poolman

 

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Blogs to Read that go Great with the topic of this Blog:

Day 26 – Me as a Weakling Polar B(F)ear – Part 1

Day 27 – Me as a Weakling Polar B(F)ear – Part 2

Day 256 – SF/SCS on Day 237 – On Taking Security Measures All The Time

Day 245 The great Gifts ( And Downfalls) Of Being an Introvert – Is Change possible?

Part 2: The Great Gifts ( and Downfalls) Of being an Introvert – Sinking Relationships

Day 229: Calling the Beast by it’s Name – Breast Cancer – Patterns of Survival – Day 14

Today I’m coming to terms with something I’ve realized about myself but have been avoiding facing. How I’ve recently accepted and allowed myself to slip into a sort of depression over my ‘condition’. My condition being Cancer. I’m completely aware of the fact that all I really want to do is curl up in front of the television and zone out even though doing so is no longer enjoyable.  I don’t like to admit that I’ve been struggling… Struggling to Not shut down on myself. Struggling to not feel shame and guilt and anger towards myself for not taking better care of me as my physical body. The truth is, depression, shutting down, self avoidance,  these are ongoing patterns of mine.  It’s how I’ve maintained my many cycles/patterns of survival.

With this Beast as Cancer though, it’s like I’m on unchartered water here because of all the times in my life that I’ve searched for a meaning to Life, for an answer as to why and for who and/or what can I blame this experience of myself?  This time, all I can see is me blaming me.  I guess I’m realizing that this time, I can’t afford to hide within illusions because for me, it’s never been this real – life or death real that is.

Art By: Anna Brix Thomsen
LifeEqualityI mean, I’ve been fortunate. I grew up in a middle class American family who consumed more than we’d likely admit. I never really cared that much about the idea of having to survive in life because I never really understood what it meant to have to actually struggle to survive.

Instead, I’ve spent most all my life dreaming of being special until I finally believed I was. I never cared to notice that within my self interest patterns was my separation from others and how in my separation I was fueling my very own patterns of survival, enslaved to and as my mind as consciousness..

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to play the victim card as a way of giving myself permission to fear, to justify watching my life in time pass me by/ not taking self responsibility for myself and the world as myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I must have done something wrong which is why I have cancer.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry and blame myself for not taking care of my physical body and thus I must deserve to have cancer.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold on to feelings of depression, to hide from myself as a way of protecting who I am as my mind within and as the fear of dying.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become involved in self delusions and self deception by recognizing my fear of cancer as being the excuse to participate as such.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within an incredible capacity to rationalize anything which I see is in support of my immediate self interest.

When and as I see myself withdrawing, where I park myself in front of the television to zone out/ be depressed/ blame and become angry at myself, I stop, I breathe. Instead I see, realize and understand that this is a pattern of depression that me as my mind has become in order to avoid taking self responsibility for who I am and what I have accepted and allowed and I commit myself to push through the resistance of hiding, to instead write and forgive myself for the fear of facing all of me, within and so without.

I commit myself to stop blaming/being angry at myself.

I commit myself to push through the resistance of not wanting to blog.

I commit myself to stop giving in to this particular pattern of self interest, ego and greed.

I commit myself to continue to expose the atrocity of orthodox medicine and it’s treatment of cancer.

I commit myself to life as all as one as equal.

Day 228: Calling the Beast by it’s Name – Breast Cancer – A Consuming Interest – Day 13

“So, this comes to question: Do we then fear death or is it that death is such a presence within our minds, because we don’t have life. We’re not Living Life, we’re not Expressing Life. Life is not who we are and so we’ve polarized our existence completely for Death to exist in our inner-relationship to our minds, and Life then to exist also in relationship to our Minds. So, it’s like Life and Death is this polarity that is in our Minds: Life being defined according to Money from an external perspective and then Death existing because we do not have our initial pure Life-Essence within ourselves. And, then we fear Death, because we’re not living life and we can’t live life because Money has it, essentially.” Sunette Spies

Reading this in Heaven’s Blog today really hit home with me in terms of what I’m realizing about how for my entire life I’ve existed within the point of fear of death, money, and consuming life instead of living life…

As strange as it may sound, having cancer and facing the fear of death, is assisting me to see the degree in which I’m ridden with self interest and that basically, all I’ve ever existed as is the search for energy, trying to fulfill a want and/or a desire. It makes sense that Life is Not who I’ve been because my life has consisted of and has been defined in relationship to the wants and desires of and as my mind…

I realized this with greater clarity yesterday when my daughter was leaving to go have supper with a friend of hers and I became jealous. I ‘wanted’ to tag along, but the fact that I have cancer and am following the strict metabolic diet meant that I wasn’t able to eat what they would be eating. I mean, this is how our mind consumes us. Because I wanted what I wanted and I was very aware of how I resented my daughter and her friend for being able to have what I can’t have.

It just makes sense that one would stop having such desires – to have certain foods – because what one ‘wants’ is life-threatening for self, but No! The mind as consciousness never considers the abuse it imposes upon our physical body and our physical reality. It is only interested in consuming and having the money to do so…
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The Psychological aspects of cancer have the potential of killing one long before the cancer even have a chance to because the mind wants what the mind wants and it wants to be in control. And, what I’m seeing is that as I continue to remove from my life those things that I’ve been all consumed with, in relation to food/money, such as sugar, processed foods and caffeine for example, me as my mind as consciousness, begins to question ‘what is there to live for’?

This how I’m realizing that my constant wants and desires, to have and partake in the consumer process of purchasing the foods and then consuming the foods, is actually the very thing, the overindulgence that have manifested me with cancer in the first place. This may seem like a harsh reality, but it is the reality of my life at this moment.

The irony that my overindulgence as a consumer has led me as my physical body to have to resort to consuming myself in order to survive cannot be taken likely and absolutely cannot continue if I am to be successful in assisting my physical body to health. It will definitely be an accumulation of remaining consistent with following my nutrition program and taking the required vitamin/supplements.

One of the most important things that has prepared me for this Journey is the consistancy to self that I’ve acquired through blogging here my Journey to Life, and, I remain grateful to the Desteni I Process and the Destonians for their continuted support.  I will continue to investigate this point of consumption through self-forgiveness and will continue to share the details here.

“So within this, we invite you to consider this relationship between life and death within you and how it primarily exist in the mind, where death takes over because we’re not really living. Within Desteni, the Desteni I Process and also the products available on EQAFE, we assist and support with understanding what it means to live and – it may, for example, sound easy with me speaking about it or putting it in this illustration, but it is quite tough, because we have never done it before, we have never really in fact lived.” Sunette Spies

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Suggested blogs to follow:
Creation Journey to Life
Heaven Journey to Life
Earth Journey to Life
Economist Journey to Life

Day 227: Calling the Beast by it’s Name – Breast Cancer – The Cancer Patient – Day 12

I’ve been detoxing myself pretty extensively the last couple of days which is causing me to have some flu like symptoms like achiness, nausea and slight fatigue – all of which are actually quite normal considering the amount of toxins my body is flushing. The metabolic nutrition program that I’m on, was designed for the Cancer Patient, however, anyone and everyone should more than likely follow it. The enzyme and vitamin therapy alone was at first a bit overwhelming as was the ‘idea’ of giving myself a daily enema and, I’m actually beginning to enjoy the daily ritual of skin brushing followed by soaking in a warm bath of Epsom salt. Epsom salt is not only good for achiness but is also a great way of releasing the body of toxins. I am absolutely certain that I have never before given such proper care to my physical body, and, I am committed to continue to Educate myself about how my physical body functions from the inside-out, so that I remain aware of and provide the adequate means of support available to nurse my physical body back to health.

As my mind, I have some resistance. Resistance to the changes in my eating habits – not getting those things that I’ve used as coping mechanisms, such as chocolate, potato chips, coffee and a tall glass of iced tea. Earlier today as I walked from the living room to the kitchen, my body felt so heavy and weak, then I realized that I was participating in a thought of ‘what if I never have another piece of cake’?. Within my mind, the backchat was like questioning, ‘is this how I want to live’?

It’s absurd to realize that this is what it’s come down to. Me as my mind having a temper tantrum simply because sugar and caffeine have No nutritional value.  The thing is, those things are irrelevant, because this IS a matter of Life or Death and Me as my Physical body, very much choose Life.

challenge itI really wasn’t aware of how much the Cancer Patient is subject to. What I’m referring to is the treatment plan that the Cancer Patient is subject to. The cancer patient at first, will more than likely agree to anything just so long as it will save their life.

The problem is, is that, the ‘patient’ within our current healthcare/money system is subject to the ‘rules’ of that system, and the rules apply according to how much Money the Cancer Patient has.

If the Cancer Patient has health insurance, then their treatment is determined according to a certain protocol. In America, the Physicians, the Surgeons, the Nurses, etc, they must All follow the same guidelines and are subject to prosecution if they go against the guidelines already put in place by the AMA and the FDA.

It’s very scary for the Cancer Patient because the chemicals used in their treatment, those treatments can literally kill you. When I share with people that I will not subject my body to chemo and/or radiation, the first thing they say is, ‘well, you will if you have to right’?  No, I won’t.

It surprises me how misinformed people are about chemotherapy, and I suggest that anyone considering chemo should take a moment to educate themselves about it before agreeing to it. There are many different kinds of cancer and chemo treatments, thus, one should understand exactly what chemotherapy will do to their Physical body.

Here’s the thing, Cancer drugs are just another drug for the Pharmaceutical industries to get rich from. The fact remains that the rich get richer when people get cancer and for that reason we should all ask ourselves why we continue to accept and allow it.

(In response to ) “What is the FDA doing? 

“First, it is providing a means whereby key individuals on its payroll are able to obtain both power and wealth through granting special favors to certain politically influential groups that are subject to its regulation.  This activity is similar to the ‘protection racket’ of organized crime: for a price, one can induce FDA administrators to provide ‘protection’ from the FDA itself.

Secondly, as a result of this political favoritism, the FDA has become a primary factor in that formula whereby cartel-oriented companies in the food and drug industry are able to use the police powers of government to harass or destroy their free-market competitors.”  – G. Edward Griffin, World Without Cancer.

Did you know that one course of chemotherapy for breast cancer for instance, can cost about $900 -$15,000. And, if growth factor support is added to lessen the side effects, which is likely, then that increases the one course from $4,000 to more than $30,000 per course administered! I mean to put it simply, the Insurance companies are supporting the Pharmaceutical industries and vice-versa. The Insurance companies and the Pharmaceutical industries, the AMA and the FDA, they don’t actually care about the Cancer Patient, they only care about making a profit. This will Not be accepted in an Equal Money System.

In an Equal Money System, the Cancer Patient will receive individual care to determine one’s treatment, which will include providing everything necessary to maintain and improve one’s physical body/health.

Equal Money will bring an end to All systems that take from Life instead of Giving Life.

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“Currently we have a very Bizarre Criminal Justice System. We have one that does Not Protect Basic Human Rights, it Protects Rights like ‘the Ownership of Property’, which Should be a Basic Human Right for Everyone on Earth, but entrench Protection for Only ‘The Few’. ‘The Few’ that Mostly Acquire this Right by Controlling the Free Resources of the Earth and then Engaging Wage-Slaves through the Control of Food and Access to other Basic Human Rights – like Water and a Home; by Controlling that, the Majority of the Humans are Forced into Slave Labor to Produce a Currency called Money with which they then Enchain (which is Chains) and Control the Laws of this World. But, These Laws are In Fact in Violation of Basic Human Rights, it’s in Violation of the Basic Human Right that Each Life is Equal. This ‘Equal before God’ Human Right is even in the American Constitution, yet if you look at its Application – it does Not Empower Everyone in the U.S.A. with the Most Basic Human Rights’ Access to the Right to Life, the Right to Property, the Right to Water, the Right to Education etc. All of this is Controlled by another bizarre thing called: Money, and the Money is Controlled by a Small Minority Instead of it Being Available for Everyone as an Equal Right.” ~ Bernard Poolman

Day 227: Calling the Beast by it’s Name – Breast Cancer – Nutrition & Detoxing Pt 2 – Day 12

Continuing From: Day 226: Calling the Beast by it’s Name – Breast Cancer – Nutrition & Detoxing – Day 11

Due to the specificity of Nancy’s Blog, I’ve found it to be very assisting in detailing The Metabolic Medicine’s Cancer Cure’ diet/regimen.

Thus why I am sharing it here.

Cheers,
Cathy

For Further Context Read: One Answer to Cancer

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In spite of my advocacy, learning that my Navarro HCG urine titer came in positive felt like a blow to my midsection: there IS something growing somewhere in my body?! But the shock was momentary: I was sub-clinical! And knowing soon enough was good: it meant I was some 2-3 years ahead before the proverbial bump or palpable tumor manifests itself, giving me this chance to stem and control the cancer at its earliest!

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Day 226: Calling the Beast by it’s Name – Breast Cancer – Nutrition & Detoxing – Day 11

For Context Read: Day 224: Calling the Beast by it’s Name – Breast Cancer – Treatment Plan, Let’s Walk – Day 9

“The United States of America has one of the largest medical and healthcare industries in the world, followed by Switzerland and Germany. The USA’s medical industry comprises of more than 750,000 physicians and 5,200 hospitals. USA witnesses approximately 3.8 million inpatient visits and 20 million outpatients visit on a daily basis. Furthermore, the United States of America has the largest workforce, i.e., one in every 11 US residents are employed in the health care business. The Global prescription drug market was $550 billion in the year 2006. Also, the total health care expenditures across the world were $4.5 trillion last year. Of which, US solely account for $ 2.2 trillion, $ 2 trillion in OECD countries and remaining $ 0.3 in other countries of the world. ~ themedica

The general population doesn’t really care about the massive amounts of hormones and chemicals used in the processing of our foods.  Why is that?  The idea’s we have about what’s ‘good’ for us, is nothing more than a malfunction within an obvious abusive Monetary System – which unfortunately supports and keeps the rich/cartels functioning quite well.  Profit is the word we let them use to determine how long we’ll be able to inhabit our Physical Body – because Profit determines who lives and who dies/ who eats and who starves to death.

And,  we’re so pre-occupied with how we ‘look’ on the outside that we fall constantly for the manipulation used to ignore the damage we’re causing from within to without.

Since being diagnosed with Breast Cancer I’ve been studying and have spent many hours researching.  And, I’ve come to realize that I’ve Never been adequately supportive of me as my physical body in any way whatsoever.

art of detoxI mean, changing one’s eating habits – to one that provides Only Nutrional Value for our Physical Body, is a Full Time Job.  This is my 5th day on The Metabolic Medicine’s Cancer Cure’ diet/regimen and detox. Everything I partake in, Everything must provide Nutritional Support.

Yesterday, day 4 of detoxing, my mind was slightly sluggish and I experienced myself as feeling some physical lethargy. I Breathed and gave myself a Foot Massage and almost immediately the Physical & Mental lethargy stopped.

With the Healthcare Industry hauling in the Big Bucks and the Breast Cancer Charities Raising$6 Billion A Year, is it any wonder that most of us have never taken the time to grasp how important a Healthy Nutritional diet is for our Physical Body – how without Proper Nutrition, our Pancreas has to overwork and when that occurs, Cancer is most likely the result.

Before any disease can be cured, the waste products and impurities must be cleansed from the body. The sooner this is done, the sooner the body can begin repairing itself.”~ Dr. William Donald Kelley, D.D.S., M.S.

This should be at the top of every parents to do list as being an example to Children as to how to effectively provide for our Physical Body.  It’s the most important thing to Educate ourself about – our digestive system, the pancreas, the liver, the kidneys and gallbladder.   We’ve got to be willing to understand and comprehend ourself from the inside-out.

My daily eating has changed exponentially. Food has now become The Essential Life sustaining fuel for nourishment purposes only.  So, I’m continuing to educate myself and realizing that I’ve certainly been living a limited idea of myself in how I cared for my Physical Body.  Thus, I intend to spend the rest of this  Life providing the utmost nutrition for my Physical body as I’m able to afford.  It’s to bad that our current money system offers no support for what is obvious, we’ve got to start taking care of our Physical Body – as well as the Physical Bodies that exist within and throughout our Society – because Bad Nutrition is a Global problem. The products that we purchase – that are making people rich – they are killing us as our Physical Body.

Everything is specific, so we’ve got to come together in supporting Equal Money so that we can bring a change within our world.  A Change that is supportive of what’s best for all. With Equal Money, proper Education will be provided for for everyone, so we’ll each one be able to properly provide for our Physical Body.

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How to Assist Your Pancreas

“It is not only imperative that the correct kind and quantity of protein be eaten, but of equal importance, it must be taken at a specific time. We have found that regular proteins should be taken at breakfast and lunch only. When this is strictly observed the pancreatic enzymes, used in digestion of protein, are used only about 6 hours. This leaves 18 hours for production of pancreatic enzymes to digest cancer tissue.”.~ Dr. William Donald Kelley, D.D.S., M.S.

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My Nutrition Plan

NO PROCESSED FOOD

2 eggs a day allowed anytime raw or soft-boiled

“Proper preparation of eggs is of vital importance. The eggs must be heated in the shell. We bring our eggs to a temperature of 140º F. to 160º F. (which is the normal temperature of hot tap water), for five minutes before cracking them. This destroys an enzyme just inside the membrane under the shell that prevents the biotin in the egg from functioning normally. When biotin functions properly, it greatly reduces the cholesterol risks of eating eggs.” Dr. William Donald Kelley, D.D.S., M.S.

Protein & Nuts should be eaten before 1:00pm

Fresh Fruit Salads and Raw Vegetable Salads Only
Vegetable Juices (Fresh and Raw)

10 Apricot kernels/Laetrile

A mixture of raw almonds, cashews, pecans, filberts, Brazil nuts, walnuts, sunflower seeds, pumpkin seeds, and sesame seeds is recommended to supplement protein during the first six months – when meat proteins are severely restricted. These should be eaten any time up to 1:00 p.m. Cashew nuts are desirable, especially if the patient is suffering from hypoglycemia (low blood sugar).

12 Enzyme/Caplets with breakfast
12 Enzyme/Caplets between breakfast and lunch
12 caplets with lunch
12 caplets between lunch and dinner (3:30 p.m.)
12 caplets with dinner
12 caplets at 3:30 a.m.

“The most essential part of resolving the metabolic malfunction of those with pancreatic failure is to get the enzymes to the affiliated areas of deterioration. We must have enough enzymes there to stop any further deterioration of body tissue.” Dr. William Donald Kelley, D.D.S., M.S.

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Notes about Physical Changes or Symptoms

Face is Breaking out in 3 areas

Slight nausea, subsided after taking 1 Hydrolic Acid Capsule

Slight onset of headache lasted only about 3 minutes after taking enzymes at lunchtime

That’s pretty much it. That’s the basics of my nutrition plan. I’ll be sharing more as I continue.

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Oh, Did you know that Everybody should poop 3 times a day?

It’s cool because my body is assisting me already, meaning, it’s responding already as it should be.  And, self forgiveness and self honesty is my foundation within it all. This is me walking the self-corrective application, to redesign myself from the inside out.

Please Remember! This is My Plan – Not Yours. It’s not a miracle plan or a cure. It’s a solution for me with regards to the kind of cancer that I have. Please Educate yourself and see a Proper Medical Professional before beginning any nutritional program.

More soon,

Cathy

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“This is what is happening in relation to our minds and what we participate within it, in its relationship to the physical body. We are programming the very physical body in ways that is in no way yet even conceived of or understood, because everyone is still only existent in the conscious mind hierarchies. Not even aware of the mind or consciousness relationship in the subconscious, unconscious, quantum-mind, quantum-physical into the very physical body itself. In how thoughts and thought resonance, thought vibration is moving within your beingness within your physical body and recoding, programming and changing the very natural constitution, manifestation, structure and design of your physical body. These changes are minute, but the consequences of them accumulate eventually within and throughout one’s life experience, which then alter and change relationships within the physical body itself and there we get to, for example, the physical weaknesses, disease, illness, sickness. We are going to get into explaining how it is throughout our lifetimes within this physical existence, that the physical body condition had worsened throughout time, both in our mind-physical relationship, the physical in itself and how it responded to the mind, to consciousness, to energy and then obviously our external relationships in relation to nutrition/environment.

The question(s) that has to be considered is: why had we as human race, why hadn’t the physical in itself evolved into absolute perfection? Why has its constitution worsened and dramatically declined throughout the generations? Even within ourselves our beingness, our minds, why had it not evolved to perfection? Why is human nature devolving?” ~ Sunette Spies