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Dream of Self-forgiveness and Peeling layers of Self


Last night I had a dream where I was standing naked saying self-forgiveness and it was like I witnessed a release of self, similar to skin being peeled – like an onion. I saw me as my physical body looking in on myself from the inside out, free from difference and within that I had a sense of moistness within and as my physical body. I sensed a release of thirst – release of a thirst for power. Water being a vital point, in fact when I first woke up from my dream, it was as if I’d just finished a tall glass of water. Like I was completely hydrated and replenished. Interesting that when one is peeling an onion – how the first layers are dry but the further you peel the juicier and/or the more moist the onion is.

I was aware that through my application of self-forgiveness my physical body was releasing a physical manifested placement/imprint/design/definition of self as consciousness. As if I was shedding guilt and shame through and as the pores of self where I recognized myself standing exposed to myself in self-honesty. Simply put, I didn’t forget who I am while I rested. As I am one with self as self living self through self-forgiveness walking here in self-honesty as all as one as equal.

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Peace that Passeth All Understanding


Peace that Passeth All Understanding? Where is peace? The inhabitants of earth, us, we are ‘in pieces’ of ash scattered amongst us all and, we’re quite capable of understanding what the hell is really going on here. Everybody want to be a ‘piece of something’, though, what is the something? We’re for sure, ‘a piece of ass’ and, we say things like, ‘he/she stole a piece of my heart’ – when what we’re really saying is, hell is here, no one can be trusted, and life’s challenges, specifically, ‘money challenges’ in our current money system, is not ‘a piece of cake’, and/or a cake walk.

Yet – we continue to consume our lives through and as our mind of thoughts in wanting ‘a piece of the action’ and that ‘action’ is money.

Emotional and feeling experiences lead us on in our wanting to be part of something magical (that will make us money) and our want/longing to be desired and craving for the special love creates lonliness so immense that it feels like one is being swallowed up and sold like a ‘piece of meat’.

Thanks to the current money system, which we all continue to support – life here remains in a state of deterioration, just as we’ve accepted and allowed it to be . We allow corporations to gobble us up and is proof that it’s past time for us ‘pick up the pieces’, and stand up.

Crying time is over – stop seeking ‘pieces of advice’ according to opinions and ideas of who you think you want and/or should be and/or threatening others with , ‘you want a piece of me’. No we don’t.

Our physical reality which we take for granted have ‘broken into more than a thousand little pieces’ and, the ‘bits and pieces’ of what is left of self, is going to require self- trust. We as humanity lack trust in ourselves and each other and one will never truely trust another til one can in self-honesty, trust oneself. The missing ‘puzzle pieces’ of Us, requires ‘a piece of us all’, group support in equality.

Self-trust brings ‘all the pieces together’, Equal as Life. The mind cannot explain nor comprehend such a substance – which cannot be bought, sold and/or stolen.

So lets begin in supporting ourselves by proving to ourself – how stopping thoughts and accumulating ourself breathing through any and all feeling and/or emotional energy experience will stop self-abusive behaviors/patterns of consciousness and, releases the’ pieces of the shit’, we’ve accepted and allowed ourselves to become. Through self-forgiveness in self-honesty, one proves to/for and as self walking that that which is best for self is according to that which is ‘best for all’. And is in-fact the way – the path to self as life.

The surprise is inside living-self as all life matter. Where inside outside one exists here within and as, ‘Peace that Passeth All Understanding’, Equality

When is Silence Real


So on the ‘Nature of Silence’ and the How it has been Misunderstood-
When you are Experiencing Silence within you, like in Meditation or you Experience a point of Stability, where you Extremely Focused on a Particular point, Observe the Following:
In your ‘Silence’, if only your Inner-World Exist, or the point that you are Focusing on –
That’s Not Real Silence –
That is a Resonance Silence, that means for a moment, the Resonance is giving you the Idea that what you are Experiencing is Silence.
In Fact, it’s simply Trapping you so that you Miss the Point that the Whole World around you is Gone away and you’re in a ‘Special place’ of Silence.
This is specially practiced in Meditation.
if you go into this state of Silence in Meditation and the ‘Noise’ of the World Disappears – You are somewhere in an Alternate Reality of your Own Making,
you are not even Actually Making the whole thing, you’re just Stepping ‘into it’, a ‘Room’ that’s been Prepared for you, so that you can feel ‘Godly’ and ‘Divine’ in your Silence and you Miss Reality Completely.
Silence is: where you are Flowing with Reality in All the Sounds of it that is Existing Here, and You are Not Interfering with that with your Mind – so your Thoughts, Your Being and Your Interaction with it, is in ‘Harmony’ and there is No Contradiction, Conflict, Judgment, Fear and all the various Emotions, you are Flowing as One with it.
That is Silence.
Because you’re Not Interfering with Reality, you are Moving As Reality.
But if You are in Any Projected ‘Place’, ‘Room’, ‘Space’ that Isolate you from Reality Here, that is Not Silence- that’s Isolation.

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Interviews from the farm 66: When is Silence Real
By: Bernard Poolman
21 January 2010

DeBunK the JunK


“Material substance does not exist, all reality is mind”
This is a perfect example as something a human Mind as Consciousness would say because the Mind of Consciousness, which we as humans exist as – have always taken our Physical Reality, our Earth, for granted. The Earth, that which we walk on, where we move our physical bodies.

Consider that anything that is Not of the substance of Earth – that’s what is illusionary, imaginary and fantasy, the Mind directing Us as Consciousness. Where we participate in thoughts as if we can touch them. The consequences of such is that, we project and manifest the thoughts through and as we participate – into and as our physical reality by way of us physically acting as them – feelings and emotional thought patterns Walking as Us, our ‘Physical Body’.

The shit we call ‘experiences’, like when we make out in the backseat with the cutest boy in class at a drive-in movie. We don’t care to notice that our experience began as a thought, that’s now passed from ourself to another person through energetic outflows of matching mind construct patterns – then, we ‘think’ our ‘experience’, is real. We’ve just given our mind the ability to control us further because we just created it through and as the direction of the Mind of Consciousness, via, a thought pattern constructed in our mind.

Which is NOT from the substance of our Earth. So to say: ‘Material substance does not exist, all reality is mind’, is to be existing as exactly that – the Mind as Consciousness. Which is in separation from and an abdication to and towards life itself. In other words, you’ve just relinquished your right to be here.

Our ‘Physical Reality’, Our ‘Earth’, is ‘Real’ and, is how we are All able to be Here. Simple Common Sense that anyone can test for themselves.

Stop participating = Support Yourself = Support Earth

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One Year old, Choking, Assists Herself to Breathe

Ms Beanie

Today Emmeline (1 year old granddaughter), became choked on less than a half of a piece of strawberry. I stood in amazement because before I could reach her to assist her, I watched as she used her three middle fingers to cause herself to gag the piece of strawberry back up, thus assisting herself to breathe. Sharing with Emmeline’s mom how I saw her assist herself, she told me how this past weekend, they were visiting friends who have children as well.

Emmeline was playing in the bedroom with the other children while the parents were in another room. Suddenly Emmeline came running out of the bedroom towards her mom and was choking and couldn’t breathe. Before Emmeline’s mom could get to her, Emmeline stopped and used her three middle fingers to gag herself, causing herself to throw up and in doing so she un-lodged a cap from a lotion bottle she had swallowed, which was choking her. As her momma stood there in amazement – Emmeline was back to playing. 

From the first time Emmeline began to eat solid foods and showed signs of choking, her mom and/or her dad would use their fingers in the same manner as Emmeline now does to assist herself – as long as there was no danger in pushing and/or lodging something further down her throat.  Unknowingly they were teaching Emmeline a life saving technique, because now, she is able to assist herself, if need be.  Children are incredible little beings.