I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in an existence of a God wherein I project myself as inferior and helpless and have held myself captive within my mind in hopelessness in fear of taking self-responsibility where I hid behind a belief in a God so as to not take self-responsibility for what I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as because I believed that Jesus died for my sins – I Stop. I Breathe, and I direct myself here as I stand in support of and as all life here according to and as all as one as equal.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from myself and others within a polarity point of inferiority/superiority according to the illusion of a God where I manifested a polarity equation within my mind as inferiority in believing in a superior source, that being a God, wherein I have played the game of inferiority and superiority in relationships through and as hope, trust and faith – I Stop. I Breathe. I direct myself equal and one to and as all life here according to the Principle of Equality.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be influenced by my mind’s protection mechanism where I experienced myself as getting my feelings hurt through a pattern of resisting authority – instead I see how the mind will time loop within a pattern when accepted and allowed, and I know where this pattern leads which is an endless cycle of self-interest and/or self-abuse of which I Stop. I breathe and I direct myself here focusing only on my process and according to what’s best for all as I proceed in self-corrective application so as to assist others in bringing forth a world which is built on equality where all life may live in dignity.
I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to blame others for my sorrows and/or experiences of myself within a pattern of self-interest and self-defeat hiding behind a belief that I am incapable of taking care of myself instead of seeing in self-honesty that I am that which I fear. I stop. I breathe as I direct myself here as my mind as I stand capable and stable within and as and in support of all life here.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny myself in self-honesty according to what I perceive through my mind as seeing another as being wrong and/or unfair – instead I stop, I realize that what I perceive to see in another is in fact what is existing within me and is me existing in separation from myself and all life here. I Breathe as I focus and direct myself through and as self-corrective application according to and as all as one as Equal.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that I am inferior and helpless where I have placed all that I am and have accepted and allowed myself to be and become in the hands of another separate from me as I existed in hope, trust and faith in a God in believing that I will be taken care of - Instead I stop. I breathe within and as an understanding that I am quite capable of directing myself as my mind in self-honesty according to and as all as one as Equal.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget the very nature of consciousness which I’ve existed as within denial, fear, self-interest and self-abuse in how I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed according to and as a mind consciousness system of enslavement – I stop. I breathe as I stand as unconditional stable support within and as all life as all as one as Equal.
‘The Book’, Coming Sept. 11, 2011