Archive | December 2010

This is why Christmas is Bullshit!!!

At Christmas:
– Over 1 billion starving.
– Huge money debt for people to survive this Christmas.
– Chinese paid peanuts and worked to death to make our gifts.
– Where does the obscene profit go?
– Surviving the stress and stupidity of Christmas commercialism.

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The Passing On Of The ‘Sins Of The Fathers’ Is In The Money Trail

Clearly, there is one thing and one thing only that we can all do for our country, our world – Support an Equal Money System

It was November 22, 1963, I was 4 1/2 when JFK was killed. I was living with my aunt, my 3 uncles and my grandparents. I remember first seeing and hear my aunt start crying and I didn’t understand why because I had never seen her cry. My aunt was – she was my ‘idea’ of a ‘fairy godmother’ because she lavished me with surprise gifts.
Her bed in her bedroom had a bookshelf for headboard where she kept all these beautiful trinkets. She would sit with me in the middle of her bed and we would gather them all around us. In these moments, was the only time I able to touch them ever so gently. She was always happy – so to see her crying such a deep hard cry was very disturbing and confusing for me. I was 4 1/2, and I didn’t understand why everyone was gathered around the tv all of a sudden and why they all had looks on their faces like demons because I had never seen that before.  They were horrified and I don’t recall asking them why but I must have because when my aunt finally calmed down where she could speak she told me that the president had just died.

This was my first experience of witnessing the reactions and fears of death. (left thigh pain)  I remember having a brief moment of disbelief  in hearing that people die and then I remember my aunt saying how the president was so young and how we only expect death to happen to us when we get older.  It all seems like a dream after that.  All I remember was feelings of fear.

I wondered how come death only happens to people to who get older and I remember falling asleep crawled up in a ball because I was scared and lonely within my experience of myself. Interesting that I’m having pain in my left side of my thigh

After researching about that time in our history it’s interesting how JFK captured the imagination of people and he inspired the youth of the world because they say of his ‘grace, charm and warm personality’.

He had a sense of humor and an excellent choice of words. (Left thigh pain) He was the youngest US President ever elected and seemed to be intelligent and a very capable leader.  Many believe you would have brought about world peace.

JFK was also famous for his quote: ‘Ask not what your country can do for you- but what you can do for your country.  I know very little about JFK, but I remember the quote being recited over and over and being taught it in school.  It’s interesting because it seems to have been used on purpose as a  form of mind control embedded within a tragedy so as to instill a belief within us to continue to support the current money system. When he died, this was repeated into the ears of the listener.

Seems innocent enough however –  JFK was said to support putting an end to the federal reserve – then he was killed. Already it’s easy to see the fears invoked upon any ‘ideas’ of changing the current system. (left thigh pain)

Then, the ‘famous’ quote: it inforces through controvery the support of the current money system – to ‘ask not’ what your country (which is really our current accepted money system) can do for you – only what can ‘you’ do for your country (our current money system) It reinforces that all remain slaves to the very system that does not support all life equally.

To have the quote repeated and repeated in the minds of all acts as disempowerment and has been a form of mind control to make money from knowledge and fear and to keep us enslaved to the current capitalist system of money.  (left thigh pain)

I see how I used this as support in the foundation of my own consciousness design and it is representative of death, except death is just the veil and I see that now. Because, I see my first fear of death began where there is exists a money trail.  The current system has been built and supported in fears and manipulipation in order to keep the money moving only for some and the rest either starve or work themselves to death.

The fears within the media keeps the energies of fear of survival circulating within all forms of mind control. And, we support the current system while over half the world is starving and the other half is awaiting their turn within the cycle of ‘The ‘sins of the fathers’ – which is a money trail – and we’re hopping along it like peter cottontail.

As long as we continue within our fear of survival where we continue in our day to day survival routines – barely seeing as half the world suffer – we will continue to support the current system of which we each one are enslaved.

Ask yourself why you do what you do that is supporting the current money system that does not in any way support all life. When we have our answer for ourself in self honesty is when we will be willing to give up everything because we’ll understand that death is only real because we created and committed ourself to it as real within our willingness in participating within greed, power and control.

We are all self responsible and are all will part of the solution according to our self honesty, self trust and self forgiveness As this we will stop fear and we will stop committing to our current accepted and allowed creation.

We have supported the lies we were given and money has been the tool to keep us in place. There will never be one single man or one single woman as the solution because the solution exists here as us all.

While researching I discovered a beautiful lie that has been upon us. Because actually, JFK  actually used only a portion of an already published quote.  Because Khalil Gibran  first published in his 1925 work titled “The New Frontier”, Thirty-six years before President Kennedy’s 1961 Inaugural Address – where he wrote:

“Are you a politician asking what your country can do for you or a zealous one asking what you can do for your country? If you are the first, then you are a parasite; if the second, then you are an oasis in a desert. Are you a merchant utilizing the need of society for the necessities of life, for monopoly and exorbitant profit? Or a sincere, hard-working and diligent man facilitating the exchange between the weaver and the farmer? Are you charging a reasonable profit as a middleman between supply and demand? If you are the first; then you are a criminal whether you live in a palace or a prison. If you are the second, then you are a charitable man whether you are thanked or denounced by the people.” Khalil Gibran

This changes things for one to be able to see how the JFK was just a placement of support and the whole meaning of the quote by JFK was one that was intended and manipulated to promote profit over the necessities of life.

We have all accepted and allowed it and have supported it within fears and greed because we secretely wish to have more than another. Stand up, educate yourself and support and Equal Money System and World Equality.

Investigating further what left thigh pain represents according to my structural resonance –

Venos Structual Resonance: Full Article Here Regarding Thigh Points: – The chest area also represents ‘The Passing of the Sins of the Fathers’ :

The THIGH points contain your structural resonance, manifested ‘support foundation design’ – that which you have defined as the ‘support foundation’ of who you are as the structural resonance within the System.

It is also able to be defined as that which ‘balances’ and ‘stabilizes’ you within the System on earth as a structural resonance. The thighs contain your ‘balancing’ and ‘stability’ points – to maintain your controlled existence within the experience of yourself in this world so that you don’t go ‘insane’ or ‘crazy’, as per societies definition, to have to be institutionalized.

Or, to place it this way rather: To make sure that you don’t deviate from your existence within the System as a structural resonance, but remain enslaved and controlled within the System. This is done through physically manifesting the ‘support foundation design’ of the structural resonance within you during the ages from two to three years up to thirteen years of age, which assist the further development of the structural resonance as that which you will become and remain as, for the rest of your life here on earth until you die.

So, what exactly does the ‘support foundation design’ of the structural resonance consist of? The ‘support foundation design’ of the structural resonance, consist of copied/duplicated structural resonance designs from beings’ who were most influential in your world during the years from two to three up to the age of thirteen.

This being for instance, family (e.g. Parents, grandparents etc.), teacher’s and other children – even specific experiences you’ve had which influenced you drastically but could not communicate how you experienced yourself because you did not have the words/vocabulary. Such experiences remaining ‘trapped’ within you and used as either ‘protection mechanisms’ or ‘defense mechanisms’ later in your life when such experience may come forth within your world once more. Here are some examples of what the ‘support foundation design’ of the structural resonance consists of:.

This is what ensures the transfers/dupli­cations/copying of the ‘sins of the fathers’ where the parent/child relationship (including other relationships developed during the ages from two to three years up to thirteen years of age) locks in for the certainty development of the child’s becoming as a structural resonance in this world within the System. And thus, it is during this period where you assist and support yourself in becoming a structural resonance by designing your own ‘individualized support foundation design’ – thanks to your copy and duplication methodologies provided to you by your parents through the transfer and infusion of the mind consciousness systems within you during your development in the mother’s womb.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe and think that fear is real.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to fear being manipulated.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to fear starving to death.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to fear experiencing starvation.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to fear the pain of starving to death.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to fear not supporting the current money system.

I forgive myself the I have allowed myself to fear going to jail.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to fear what others will think of me if I no longer support the nonsense within this world.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to fear being deceived.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to fear trusting myself.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize that the system of the world and all other human beings pre-programmed and pre-ordained life experience was set up in such a way that certain specific events take place to – instill fear in humanity so that I as all other human beings may be controlled and enslaved by fear.

Thanks for your comments for further discussions visit:


Desteni Universe

Introduction To Desteni/Desteni Income Plan Website

Questions and Perspectives: Perspective on ‘The Design of Love’ Interview

The Passing On Of The ‘Sins Of The Fathers’ Is In The Money Trail

What If I Were You – by Robot Virgins

Artist Andrew Gable – Purchase Prints @

John Life after Death Research Desteni

John F Kennedy ,The Elite, Bush and Ron Paul

The Biography of Khalil Gibran

Link to: “The New Frontier”- By Khalil Gibran

In an Equal Money System people will not mind lending a hand in the moment because we will be able to provide for ourselves, which means our level of stress will be reduced, which means our thoughts will become clearer. Our emotional level will improve and we’ll be able to experience ourselves as who we really are – for the first time in our life. Bring it on! Equal Money 4 All.

Self Assistance – Releasing Resistance – In Self Honesty

I have spent so much of my life stuck in a belief system about myself with regards to my lack of education and finally I have had enough.

The fault is all mine for accepting and allowing the current systems to determine for me who I will become and how I will move myself as actions of me within the system which is a design that is a part of me.

I judged myself according to what my mind perceived others would think of me or that they might not like me and in doing so I suppressed myself to a point unrecognizable even for me.

Because of this allowance of self,  I have either spoken loud nonsense within energy, or I became silence. I silenced me. Then I would allow justifications in my mind that ‘my silence’ must be caused by something or someone other than me.  The thought that someone won’t like me – was really that I wasn’t liking who I was.
More compounding then happened.  So the anger that I often sense within me is anger towards myself.  I have kept my own anger within myself to a quiet thought pattern in my secret mind that is no longer valid. I unconditionally forgive myself.

It’s like, how the hell did I exist for so long in such nonsense without considering and seeing the common sense in the effects that were accumulating by my participations in thoughts and feeling patterns as well as my emotional responses.
I have stopped. Because this was never about anyone else except me.  My own mind of which is my creation and my responsibility to stop.

I always wanted things to be ‘fair’, but ‘a fair’ is an idea of the mind – a place to ride rides that go in circles representative of the constant time loops lived of the mind –  a place of denial and dishonesty = affair
Life is not fair it is Equal. Equal as what I accept within the direction I’m allowing myself to move in self honesty and self forgiveness walking as all here.

Self Judgment Stopped.
No such thing as a fair judge ment.  The judgments I have granted upon myself do not even warrant the punishment of self abuse – that I then created as moments that I perceived were real experiences of me.
The energies are fading – the silence of me as who I am as all as one as equal is coming forth to be heard by me – to never forget what is truth in realizing who I am. I am going to muscle test to see if I must vlog. It seems I have more to say and that I must hear.

Equal is what I am and what all and everything here is. Equality individually lived as self willed actions to assist and support myself as all in every way possible in moving myself in self honesty as I face myself – to bring forth Equality and dignity for all.
Because Equality does not implore of one to give up their individuality. Equality is simply receiving exactly as one is giving.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a resistance toward my mind. Instead I support myself as the directive principle thus not allowing my mind to try and understand a situation or generate energy to justify itself and instead I remain in self honesty as all as one as Equal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forsake myself within thoughts that I then speak and live instead of realizing me here as breath and directing myself within the principle of oneness and equality standing in steadfast self willed action.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to remain silent while others suffered instead of standing as them as me as all as one as equal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as being uneducated instead of facing myself in self responsibility and directing myself to investigate how the current money system operates and functions and continues within the abuse and atrocity that it allows on all life. I direct and commit myself to assist and support all life equally in all ways.

Muscle tested yes to vlogging as self assistance:

Writing this out, and then allowing myself to vlog whatever come forth in the moment was so releasing and very cool self assistance.

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Secrets Of A Vanishing Breed

Tool for Life – Breath

The sooner you forgive yourself and move on, the sooner you’ll remember you’ve been here before.

This is the awareness I saw within myself when speaking with my past friend Karen this evening.  I was able to breathe through and not become the energies that surrounded me.  It was very cool because I was aware they were there – but more focused on applying my tool for life  – breath.

Every word she spoke, I heard me. It was like a recording of myself being played from my past. Was surreal in a sense I have never known.  There was an alertness within myself that I can describe as similar to ‘going home’ – without the actual experience.

As if the path I was walking was more like a sidestep within creating who I am becoming and I almost didn’t recognize myself.  As I breathed, the words flowed from my mouth and I became aware of the authority in self honesty when accepting and allowing myself to breathe.

I began to see that I am the cause for the effects that I have been upon the people in my life, and I saw my way to forgive myself for being and becoming the person that I have existed as.

I let go of the shame and contempt that I have carried as me because of my deception towards Karen. I was aware of one moment of judgment when Karen slurred in her talking and I stopped it immediately and breathed.  Her and I in our past shared many moments together sharing who we ‘thought’ we were. That assisted me, and I used it to bring us here together in self honesty.  We ended our call very uneventful and left nothing to be predetermined about our friendship.  In facing her I faced myself and realized there was never anything to fear except my fear of facing myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ‘fear the unknown’. Instead of realizing that there is nothing ‘unknown’ when I face myself in self honesty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear how another will react when I am self honest instead of realizing their reactions are a reflection of my reactions within myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to rush myself  when speaking and expressing myself because of fear their not hearing me. I stop. I accept and allow myself to express myself freely in self honesty standing equal and one as all.