Excerpt From: Day 341: “I am an Entrepreneur”
“With Equality, The Law that Direct Equality – is an Individual Interaction with Each One, Individually Protecting Each One and with Equal Money – Individually Provide for Each One Sufficiently. With Equality, You Do Not have to Compete to ‘Get to the Top’, which means that: ‘Only the Winner Gets All and the Rest Are Losers’ as it now exists within the Current System. So, Most People are Losers, but Nobody wants to Hear it, because apparently: ‘You’re not a Loser if you have a ‘Positive Attitude’. ‘If You can ‘Think Positively’ then, apparently: ‘you’re Not a Loser’’. But, if You Look at the System, Predictably, as it Exist now: What is Certain? It is 99% Certain that You Will be a Loser, that you will Always be one and that You will Never Get to the 1%.
So, instead of having a ‘100% System’ which is Best For All – you want to Live in a 1% System, where it’s 99% Certain that You will Be and Will Remain a Slave, so will Your Children. ‘The Few’ that Live in Protected little Suburbs with Lots of Money, Big Cars and Beautiful Holiday Packages (and there are Few that Live like that): Those Few are What You Have to Respect and Try and ‘Emulate’…Isn’t there something ‘Mistaken’ with such Reasoning?
Is the ‘Entrepreneurial Spirit’ Really such a ‘Big Thing’? Isn’t the Entrepreneurial Spirit those that come up with Solutions that is Best for All Life?
The Real Entrepreneurs of this World are Those of the Equal Money System, those of Destonian Integrity – that is a Level of Integrity. The word ‘Destonian’ is simply Describing People that Work for a Destiny that is Best for All Life and therefore, They Have the Integrity that Consider All Other Life Equally to their Own Life. Not being called a Destonian would be a Problem isn’t it? Because, a Destonian is a Word to be Proud of, a Destonian is a Person with Integrity, Somebody that Actually Care with Compassion and Empathy, someone that Understand the Living Word of Love, of Decency.” Bernard Poolman @Creation’s Journey to Life
It becomes clearer and clearer to me daily, that the only real terror that exists within this world exists within the mind of the human being. Thus I’ve created through thought participation; The Worrisome Character.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as a worrisome character.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to worry about how come I see myself as a ‘worrisome’ character instead of a character of worry.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself as the worrisome character to that of a worm slithering on the floor, lying there quietly watching as life is mauled to death by our world/money system which teaches children to be soldiers and allows other children to starve to death.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to familiarize myself in/as a worrisome character grieving over whether we as a humanity can ever change that which we fear the most, which is ourself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be the worrisome character within the realization that we may never stop, that we’ll keep on replacing our integrity as life within the ‘belief’ that there is more that we must have, thus not stopping until we get what we want, not realizing that what we ‘want’ can never be gotten from somewhere out there, because what we are seeking isn’t out there, it is here, within us each one in seeing that we’re All Equal in Life in every way.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself in and as the worrisome character to fear how, we with our own hands will put our own creations to death because we require food for our physical body, yet we never consider asking permission first from the one being sacrificed for the sins of our own death wish of eating to live.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself in/as the worrisome character to not realize that when I worry I fear, thus I split myself into two separate worlds, within the context of doubt and uncertainty.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that it is my fear that moves me to the survival mode of my mind in/as the worrisome character.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself in/as a worrisome character to abandon life itself through competing with others in order to make the most money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience and project heartbreak in/as a worrisome character unto my 2 year old granddaughter in fear of what will I say to her when she asks me what happened to our world when she can’t afford to feed and clothe herself – because the reality of this moment is, $100 worth of groceries doesn’t even buy one week supply of food.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be the worrisome character in asking myself how and what do I tell my grandchildren as to why we as humans fear and compete as we do with each other within an explanation that others won’t mock as being that of a lie.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself as a worrisome character to anguish in how much hate exists within us as humanity – will we become one massive possession within our minds as consciousness so much so that we’ll bring ourselves to the very brink of our own extinction in order to stop what we are accepting and allowing within and as our current world/money system of/as enslavement.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself in/as the worrisome character to feel as if I’m carrying the weight of the world in the pit of my stomach, and I see how I’ve been carrying me in the pit of sPITe to/towards others in fear of myself for Not taking self-responsibility and facing me within all of the pain and suffering of existence in/as living life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as a worrisome character instead of seeing/realizing and understanding that to exist as such is participating within and as the mind as consciousness which is exactly how and why we are in this mess to begin with.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize and understand how important it is to stop the mind as consciousness, thus we stop the consequences self creates within and without and unto existence.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realize and understand that existing in/as the worrisome character is just another name for being afraid.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realize and understand that existing in/as the worrisome character is just another self-manipulation technique to keep me forever enslaved in/as our world/money system as a mind consciousness system organic robot.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use myself as a worrisome character as an excuse to justify why I am to afraid to actually stand up and take self-responsibility for the absolute madness existent in and as our world.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realize that in allowing myself in/as the worrisome character, I’m actually allowing me as my mind to manipulate, thus, I will manipulate myself and others within my world.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deem myself as a worrisome character to be superior over me – instead of standing up one and equal to/as myself through facing myself in self-honesty, thus supporting a world according to what’s best for All.
I commit myself to stop myself in moments where I become aware that I am participating in/as the worrisome character and direct myself to investigate the source and origin of who I am within the simplicity of this moment of breath.
I commit myself to stop reactions within myself towards how our world exists and to instead in self-honesty face who I am within it all.
I had some interesting perspectives shared with me today at two different doctor’s offices where I had to return to for follow up visits. One of the nurses, who I’ve known for a few years, began to talk about how strange bacterias and illnesses have become and how difficult it’s been for many to get well after having had a virus and, how many have not recovered and/or have lost loved ones to death, suddenly and unexpectedly.
She said how strangely enough, this has caused her to question her beliefs. Specifically, her belief in God and religion. She said it seemed to her that the only reason people have needed religion/God in the first place, is because of their fear of death, and that really, all death does is, is a way promote fear and that fear seems to promote self interest.
Wow, that was cool to hear and I sat quietly and continued to listen as I’d never heard her speak that way. She went on to say that she wasn’t exactly sure how, but she was sure that religion and the whole idea of a God all began as a means of us wanting to control each other.
She started to say something else, but was then paged to take a phone call and as she was leaving the room, she paused and thanked me, saying that she could tell that I was actually hearing her…
As I entered the office where my second doctor’s appointment was, there were two nurses who were having a similar conversation about religion and God. They were talking about how human limitation is linked to the examples we had as children and how mostly, those examples consisted of God/Religion and/or fear, and that, basically, it’s all the same. They said as far as they were concerned, God/Religion was nothing more than a way to control people and that they were seeing how God/Religion is slowly losing it’s hold on people.
They then began to talk about death and one of them looked at the other one and at me and asked: Can you remember how old you were and where you were when you first realized that life dies? It was at that moment, that I was summoned back to see the Doctor and man, I hated leaving the interesting conversation.
I do remember the day though – the day that I overheard my parents talking with the next door neighbors about death: I was 5 1/2 years old. I remember that it took me awhile to think about their meaning of death, being that when we die, we will no longer exist here on earth. At five years old, I was just beginning to notice myself, so death didn’t really make much sense to me because, within me, it was as if I was always going to be here. I just didn’t get how it is that life is something that can just go away.
With all of the culture of silence that surrounds death and dying, I learned very quickly not to ask many questions about death because my questions simply went unanswered. People were scared to death about dying and absolutely no one wanted to talk about it.
The first time I began to have an awareness of my fear of death was when I was 9. I was sitting in a church, and the pastor of the church began to speak of heaven and hell – how the only way to Not go to hell was to ask for God’s forgiveness for our sins. At nine years old I wasn’t clear what horrible sins I had committed and even though the whole story of death and God and heaven and hell didn’t make any sense to me – I became willing to believe in a God and a heaven, simply because of the fear in the idea of going to some fiery hell.
As I got into my teenage years, I began to find it odd that people I’d known my whole life – who had only ever prayed before holiday dinners – were now getting older and they feared death so, suddenly, God had become important to them. I began to wonder if it would change how accepting people were of war and violence if they were to become able to embrace the reality of their own fear of death.
All I really knew was that no one on earth is in control of their lives and no one questioned how come life dies…
Consider that all of the fears and doubts and judgments, and all the goddamn competitions and hate we secretly hold within ourself against each other, whether quietly or not so quietly, which only appears to remain unseen – that maybe, just maybe it’s all that shit within us – that’s what is manifesting within and as how our world currently exists. Such as in the money wars, where we don’t or won’t question how come we’re ok with people starving to death and living on the streets without a home.
Many people have never challenged the belief systems they were taught as children so when an answer comes, they attack it, instead of stopping and considering to – for a moment – give up all the knowledge we’ve given value to, and prove our-self as life.
Now, as I’ve been walking the Desteni process of self-forgiveness and facing myself in self-honesty, I’m slowly beginning to understand that maybe death is only as real as the abuse we allow to exist within us which has an accumulative affect upon our physical body and, ultimately, manifests within and as our physical reality.
Maybe people really are beginning to challenge and stop their belief systems – for sure we at Desteni are and, we’re realizing that the best way to do that is to stop the systems altogether and forgiving self for accepting them in the first place without even investigating who self is within them.
One thing I know for sure is that the women of this world have it within them to stand up and “Stop” the abuse that’s being accepted and allowed and to change themselves and thus assist in changing this world.
For further perspective on death and the afterlife, suggest the following:
Investigate how Equal Money will assist us in bringing about a world where all life may exist in dignity. EqualMoney.org
—>Timeline of Self-change in Self-Forgiveness <— Within these videos is the timeline of my process of self-forgiveness beginning in 2007 when I began applying the tools provided by Desteni Universe and Desteni I Process through to 2011.
Join me in 2012, as I continue walking a process of facing and stopping self of mind constructs and patterns through self-forgiveness, as well as standing in support of an Equal Money System – to bring an end to all atrocity.
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Video Link:”Network Marketing and the Law of Attraction, and Positive Thinking. If you do training, like ‘Dale Carnegie’ training courses and positive thinking. One of the facets of the training is based on network marketing. It uses the following premise: that for your business to be successful, that means to make money – you have to be part of a group and they normally propose the following groups: the church and sports clubs. Now both at churches and at sports clubs you are required to pay a form of a fee. At the church it’s a very clever one because it’s contributing to keep the group going by paying for the building and the pastor through donating money in a little bowl every time you’re there. And obviously the point that is emphasized is that it should be ten percent of your income. And through being at the church you’ll meet people and through meeting people because you are at the same church, you’ll be obliged to be neighborly and support each other by buying stuff from each other. And so the survival game continues.
At sports clubs you normally pay an annual fee and you will contribute to the club by drinking together, by having games together. All kinds of things but what is the real objective? The real objective is to network. The real objective is to meet people – you buy from them, they buy from you. The real ‘good’ neighborly thing. You know this is how Capitalism and Consumerism and Survivalism has made ‘Love Thy Neighbor as Thyself’. Join the group, make sure you do to your neighbor what they do to you – that’s means you buy from them and they buy from you. But there is never an actual solution or a way that brings about a change in this world. All that happens is everybody is playing this networking game.
Now the Corporation has taking networking to another level. They network through the financial institutions and the pension funds – shopping malls all over the world with some major brands that control the distribution of goods. All the distribution is networked and centralized through a warehousing logistic system and it forces all competition out of play and you end up with apparently free choice because you can go to one shop and buy many brands – that’s how it looks like. But in-fact, you’re entering a networking system where you are virtually forced to buy only from certain points and to contribute. What they then do is give yu all kinds of reward systems. They also sell the products at a price that you can’t produce it yourself, so you are completely disempowered and the networking game continues.
Obviously when one realize how networking work they also try and control what networking is allowed because it’s so simple if one understand what’s going on – to create a networking game and what they call airplanes and so on and you can actually make allot of money. But again, you have No Solution to the problem in the world. It is all just a form of ‘survivalism’, where one use the, ‘Love Thy Neighbor as Thyself’ thing in a greedy, manipulative, dishonest way. Where you buy from the neighbor so that they can buy from you and thus you both survive and you both understand that you need to do that to survive.
The suggestion is that one should look at ways rather where you can actually bring about a real change. You don’t only survive but you also participate and contribute to ways where you can actually bring about a ‘Permanent’ change where we don’t have to play these deceptive games. Obviously it’s not going to change overnight. You’re not just going to have a solution – we have to introduce it, understand it and understand all the dishonesties that we have based our existence on. That requires Self-honesty. We’re gonna have to take Responsibility for what we have done. That requires Self-forgiveness. Where you through your Self-honesty place yourself in an empowered position where you realize to what extent you’ve contributed to the great deception of this world through Money and the fake ‘love thy neighbor’ networking games that exist.
And you’ll notice that the ‘law of attraction’ and ‘positive thinking’ forms the basis of these networking games and has misdirected the ‘Love Thy Neighbor as Thyself’ point completely as well as the ‘Give and so you’ll Receive’ point as the message of Jesus into a complete deceptive way. And then you end up trapped in this game because once you get the group that support you effectively, then you share a form of wealth which is a form of Communism through Capitalism. It’s fascinating that all these things are actually just dimensions of the same coin.
Investigate ‘Equal Money’ so that you can see that it is possible to bring an end to this. Imagine this week in Europe the European Central Bank has introduced new printed money into the money supply by supplying to over 500 banks, 487 Billion Euros‘, at one percent interest. They created this money out of thin air and then they put it into the system where you through your labor will make the money real and it’ll end up in the pockets of ‘Banks and Corporations’. And once you’ve got some property they will reduce the money supply and they’ll take your houses and property and the ‘elite’ will get ‘richer’ and your slavery would have meant something to them but nothing to you.
But Imagine! Just as they create illusionary money we can create the same illusionary money through an ‘Equal Money System’ and give it the value of life and give to everyone Equally. One Gigantic Network, the ‘Network of Life on Earth’. And through this network we can create our own markets that support each other Equally and this fake game can get to an end. And at least ‘Love Thy Neighbor’ will include all neighbors equally. Investigate Equal Money. You owe it to yourself. But not so much yourself because you may not experience all the benefits in this lifetime but you owe it to your children because they’re going to need a change or we will destroy the world through our deceptive ways of networking without the consideration for what is here and where things really come from. Join us. Equal Money.”
24 Dec 2011
With Equal Money parents will no longer be forced to teach their children how to compete and win in order to survive. The generational depression of parents which have been passed on to children through the fear of the children making the same mistakes as them will cease to exist.
The moment a child enters this world they will be provided for with basic income providing them their individual requirements in order to surivive and will begin living a life of self expression. No longer will girls be taught to marry for money and boys will stop their search for power as a moral duty of respect and/or faith so as to guarantee a point of rescue in times of parental need.
When we change the rules that define the way money moves and works to one which values all life – the complete structuring of the family system will change to a world where the child’s first impressions will be that of support and nurturing thus self-reflection will be that of equality and will have an affect that will automatically reduce and stop dysfunctional behavioral patterns within our reality as a whole.
Can you imagine a world where love is not based upon earning a living to survive – is instead one of living an earnest purposeful life. Expressing self from the starting point of support in that everything self requires to exist within this world is provided. That’s self-freedom. Where time will slow down as we’ll have time to explore who we are. Our quality of self trust will grow and we’ll begin to enjoy the presence of others as we discover our world together as one.
The occupy wall street protests certainly represent the numerous people struggling and the thing is, they’re not really being heard and actually, they’re being herded straight to jail. For those who are protesting, if they’re truly serious about bringing about a solution for all, that will bring an end to our corrupt money system – then the solution for Occupy Wall street is to instead stand as one man, one vote for an Equal Money System.
Unfortunately, greed and ego steps in where people still want more than their fellow man and as such, chose protesting which enforces violence – instead of standing up for and as all life. Causes one to ask, how much more suffering does humanity require to see that there is one principle within us all and that is one of Equality – what’s best for self is best for all. So humanity continues the human race and until we’ve had enough and face ourself first so we can stand responsible for and as all, the race will continue as will suffering and death. The Principle of Equality and Oneness, as I’ve come to understand, is what we’re all here to realize ourself as.
Stop Protesting – Stand Up in Support EqualMoney.org
Walking into the kitchen, one doesn’t really expect to see a tarantula pass by one’s feet but this was the beginning of my day. Instantly fear wanted me to be it so I stopped and breathed. The ridiculousness of the energetic feeling was avoided as I continued breathing and asked myself some questions aloud. The first one of course was, ‘where is the nearest glass jar to entrap the creepy crawler on my floor’. As I continued to breathe I saw how I have ‘avoided’ facing my responsibility in how our world exists because of fear of facing self. According to fear we don’t like seeing the atrocity that exists within our world so, we avoid seeing in self-honesty for ourself, how we create and manifest the current nature of our world.
I realized how strange it was to fear the little guy who was merely strolling across the floor, more than likely searching for food. As humans, we certainly stroll around our daily tasks in the search for a way to survive and in order to survive we require food.
What does the fear that we as humans have towards spiders represent? Most of us even fear walking through the web of spiders. Maybe it represents the spins of self we exist as, according to personality designs we spin ourselves in and as creating our own web of fears. All of which represent thought participation, story book pictures in our mind and feeling and emotional experiences – which we have believed ourselves to be. Fear of the spider on my floor seemed odd to me and in that moment I saw it wasn’t real. It’s how I had always accepted myself to become and really, we as human beings fear everything. Within all that we fear – what is the common denominator? Ourself. The Quantity of who we are have separated and divided us within and as our own fears.
Imagine, the spider is who we are through and as our own manifested form of fear. Consider it’s really simple for one to stop the spin of fear. When one applys the same principle to our current money system. Imagine, the current money system is who we are in our own manifested form of fear.
We’ve manifested a money system as one that doesn’t support all life and, Imagine we can Stop. We can actually stop our current money system and give to all life that which we ourselves require. An Equal Money System is such a solution.
What I know for sure is – we’ve not begun to understand the depths of ourselves accordoring to how and why we exist within this world alongside the assortment of living beings that exist here. It’s time to begin the journey of self through the tools offered through Desteni Universe – which continue to assist me and have for almost 4 years to stop and consider what and how I’ve accepted myself to become and to consider what is best for all. Assist self to stop the fears self has allowed.
*The spider was released outside to continue on his journey
“Both begging and child labor are illegal, although like many laws in Lebanon, these are seldom enforced. It is not uncommon to see street children begging or selling items in full view of police officers who do nothing, largely because there are few official channels through which to handle the children if they are caught.” From: ‘The lost children of Lebanon’s streets’.
What do you see when you drive down any congested street in your country? Drive down any congested street in Beirut on any given day and no matter the weather you will see children running in between cars hoping to be given a way of living for the day. Imagine what that says: ‘Forgive me for requiring you to give in order that I may survive the day.’
Imagine that we as humanity must be asked such a thing, as it is actually a given, it’s common sense…
Most of the children barely reach the windows of the cars their hoping to earn money from. As they tap on the car window and one sees their dirty face and hands as well as their barefeet – how their dressed in mismatched and/or torn clothing. How is this allowed? This is not a made up story.
What hand-out would you give the children who run from car to car looking for money so maybe they can eat for the day. Be sure, your handout will not be enough. The small amount of money given only further exploits the current situation. A solution is required that will bring an end to daily struggles once and for all.
Have we asked ourselves what chance for a future does a child have when he starts his life as the beggar for the mother who may or may not be using him as a ploy to incite sympathy to receive money in order to survive. What role will this child play in our society because he’s become a role model/reflection according to what we accept and allow. What can be expected of a child, who, for his whole life has been taught to lie, manipulate, beg and steal in order to survive? It is estimated that there are over 100,000 child workers just in Lebanon alone, where approximately 20% are Lebanese and the rest are of foreign or mixed origin. In self-honesty, one is able to see that in our race to survive we’ve created hell here according to that which we accept and allow to exist within ourselves.
Imagine a world where desperate children no longer exist anywhere. If anyone amongst us has more than enough food to survive the day – then there is no purpose for beggars to exist in the house of plenty because our world, has more than plenty to provide here for everyone.
Stop exposing children to the abuse which manifests from how and who we are accepting and allowing ouselves to be through ‘fear of facing self’ and, through ‘fear of survival’. How can we continue to allow such atrocity to exist anywhere within our world? That is the question to ask. And, See how simple the solution is. It’s a Given – One Man, One Vote – that of Equal Money.